TTC After a Loss

I just paid of my home health care bill

from Zoe.  I know it's a good thing, it took me almost a year to pay it off. But, I'm crying.  It sucks.
DD(9)DD(5.5)DS(3)DS(born 2/1/11) July 2006, lost a baby at 8 weeks, natural miscarriage , May 2009 lost Zoe Eliana at 17 weeks no reason known, possible under developed organs. Lost two more babies in September 2009 at 7 wks 4 days. Had myomectomy surgery to remove a large fibroid in November 2009.

Re: I just paid of my home health care bill

  • You're right, that is a very good thing.  And you're allowed to cry about anything that reminds you of that awful time.
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  • Hugs.  It took us 18 months to pay off the $10,000 we owed from losing Miller.  I cried too.  It was a relief, yet I somehow felt terrible.
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  • imageKristysRedBarn:
    Hugs.  It took us 18 months to pay off the $10,000 we owed from losing Miller.  I cried too.  It was a relief, yet I somehow felt terrible.

    that's exactly it.  I'm glad it's not there anymore, I hated paying it every month.  But, at the same time, it is the worst feeling ever. 

    DD(9)DD(5.5)DS(3)DS(born 2/1/11) July 2006, lost a baby at 8 weeks, natural miscarriage , May 2009 lost Zoe Eliana at 17 weeks no reason known, possible under developed organs. Lost two more babies in September 2009 at 7 wks 4 days. Had myomectomy surgery to remove a large fibroid in November 2009.
  • ((big hugs))

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