***** TTCAL/Forever Buddy to Cour10e****** -m/c at 11w2d due to partial molar 2008 -m/c #2 2009 Beautiful daughter born February 2011 **Ultimate TTCALer 2009**
My confession is I feel like I'm being really whiny tonight. I swear people I'm not usually like this. I just am in a bit of pain from my chiropractic appointment today.
I am having a really hard time loving my SIL. No, let me rephrase, I am having an extremely hard time not effing hating my (beyond FH) SIL. I really wish it was easier to love her....I swear I am really trying.
At night I keep checking on my dog to make sure she's still breathing. I guess I'm afraid I'll lose her too.
BFP 12/18/2009. HB 1/4/2010. NO HB 1/18/2010. D&C 1/19/2010
April 2011 IUI #1 BFN. High FSH and other issues.
May 2011 Chose to build our family through adoption
September 2011 Actively waiting for a match
11/26/11 Surprise BFP * DD born 7/23/12
Re: ***Nightly Confessions***
m/c 12/25/09 (5w5d) mm/c D&C 4/9/10 (11w1d) Take home baby 2/22/11
My boobies belong to cour10e
I feel like giving up a lot lately. To the point where all I do is take care of DS and when he's asleep I do nothing. Absolutely nothing.
I want sex. I don't even care if it's special anymore. I just feel like it's a big black sheep sitting in the room.
BFP 12/18/2009. HB 1/4/2010. NO HB 1/18/2010. D&C 1/19/2010
April 2011 IUI #1 BFN. High FSH and other issues.
May 2011 Chose to build our family through adoption
September 2011 Actively waiting for a match
11/26/11 Surprise BFP * DD born 7/23/12