new levels

azpharmgirl

after my mc on monday, my dr wanted me to have levels drawn weekly until <5.  my results for this week were lower than i anticipated at 14.  i was surprised by my mixed feelings.  sadness.  closure finally.  this sounds crazy but part of me realized i really was pregnant and it wasn't just a freak hormone secreting tumor that everyone mistook for a baby.  it really was a baby.  i really lost my baby.  but a small part of me was happy that my body is recovering.  i am scared to death to try again, but excited too.

SassyMamainVA

That's great that you're levels are so low!  And you're feelings definitely aren't crazy.