...to thank everyone for the support. We are doing better already.
I think some of your posts gave me the "permission" I kind of needed to try a few things I thought weren't really AP, like the crib and the pacifier. It's way too early to raise the victory flag, but last night was a big improvement. I am hopeful and feeling renewed in terms raising my son in a way that I feel good about, but with a little more flexibility that allows me to take better care of myself in the process.
Thank you all again - I definitely see myself hanging out here more often!