Hi, I'm not sure how often I'll be engaging here, but I thought it might be good to post. This has been the hardest week of my life. It's incredible how things can change in a millisecond. I had a D&C today at 8 weeks (saw hb last monday, this monday was a f/u u/s & no hb or growth).
This has been the most difficult experience I've ever had. I have a wonderful husband and the doctors and nurses and staff today were so caring and gentle. I'm truly grateful for all of them, and deeply sad for what could have been. I just wanted to get this out there on the board and out of my head. I don't know any of you, but knowing you have been through this makes me love you all. May God bless and keep you.
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I am so sorry for your loss. I am new here too. My D&C was a week ago today. I hope that you recover physically quickly, and that you can begin to emotionally recover when you're ready to.
TTC since Oct '09
Missed miscarriage 3/24/10 @ 16 wks, Partial Molar Pregnancy
Began our IF journey in May '11
Asherman's Diagnosis (cervical & uterine scarring) - Surgery 8/17/11
IUIs #1-#5 & 1 canceled IUI, IVF #1, 2 FETs - all BFN
IVF# 2 December '12, BFP 1/13! EDD 9/21
I'm so sorry for your loss.
I'm so sorry for your loss and yes, I and the others have been exactly where you are. The things you are feeling, we have all felt before...most of us very recently. This board has helped me immensely and in the days after my MC I posted quite frequently and it helped me get through. I am starting to feel better and not posting as often, but I encourage you to stick around and feel the support of everyone here.
Hugs.
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bfp 07/20/10 m/c 5w1d 07/25/10
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3 IUI's all BFN
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BFP 7/17/10, m/c 7/25/10, edd 3/25/11
Ectopic, lost left tube 4/20/11, edd 12/6/11
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Rylan 1/27/2011, 2:42 pm, 5lbs 12oz, 18.5 inches long
Ayla 10/02/2013, 10:14 am, 6lbs 14oz, 19.25 inches long
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