OK I suppose she isnt really but that is how I have been feeling today!
I WAH but have rearranged my schedule so I only work 2 days a week. Needless to say they are a busy two days since I run a non-profit organization.
So about two months ago we bit the bullet and hired an amazing nanny so I could continue to WAH. She is so fabulous- literally spends every second entertaining/teaching/attending to S. Now I know that is what I pay her to do but sometimes it is hard to take when I dont do that 100% of the time for my child the other days of the week.
I put S down to play happily on her own and check emails, blogs and the bump. I will talk on the phone occasionally when someone calls while we are on walks. I go to Mommy groups and let her explore the new surroundings and play with the other babes.
Granted, I was a nanny so I know that I am being a bit crazy but I cant help but feel sometimes like our nanny is taking better care of S than I do! I guess I am trying to figure out the balance of all of this and my emotions!