Well, doesn't that just SUCK.........

pnltybox

Went in for my beta #1 today..........drumroll........BFP!!!!!!

Aha, but there's a catch (*sigh*)......the number is REALLY low (15), so RE says she's uncertain that this will be a viable pg.  She said there may have been late implantation which is causing the low number.  We will not know until I go back Monday for beta #2.

This is my first BFP (I couldn't even get a + on my OPKs.....EVER!) and now I'm going to spend the entire weekend worrying about whether or not I get to keep it.  I really want to be excited, but just can't. 

 What makes it worse is that I can't even go home and relax with a glass of wine and unwind!  THIS SUCKS!!!!

But enough of my pity party.  On the positive side, I have hope knowing at least my body is able to get pg at all........I was beginning to wonder if it was possible.  So......if not viable, we'll just move on to the next cycle with even more force!

Thanks for listening!

 

redsoxbono

What a tough situation!  I'm happy for your BFP, but I'm sorry that you have to spend the weekend worrying.  I will send quadrupling beta vibes your way.  I hope Monday gives you wonderful news.

MAH123

First off congrats and secondly I've been there and it does suck..... unfortunately you have to wait it out. Take care of yourself and focus on the fact that something has happened. Good luck and keep us posted. 

lisa&laird

Just sending you warm wishes!  I will pray that you can get through this weekend and have some wonderful news on the other end!  *hugs*

Lisa

MrsKario

Hugs.  Riding the beta rollercoaster is so difficult.   I really hope you had a late implanter and that you see a nice strong beta on Monday. 

hollymichael

Congrats!  I hope you get a great number on Monday!

ToshaGirl

Hang in there, many a pregnancy started with low numbers and worked out just fine.

And one number doesn't mean much in the grand scheme of things.

GL with the next beta!

pdanley

Sending you good vibes for good beta numbers tomorrow!

FLchicken

Hoping you get great news on Monday. Try and enjoy your weekend!

Medtwin

happy thoughts & a happy dance coming your way.. wishful thoughts for the weekend not to get away..

pnltybox

Thanks girls.......you guys know just what to say to make me feel better!!  You know, it's just that when you get that call, you never want the dr. to say "you're pregnant, BUT......." .

The DH responded fantastically and brought flowers and a mushy card home to celebrate..........after all, a miracle is a miracle!  He is the best!

I will fill you all in on Monday..........thanks again!

CharBart

Juat keep the faith!!

Wishing you luck for an awesome number on Monday!

panda246

Good luck Monday.  I hope you just have a late implanter.

Jilliesmomma

Congratulations to you.  A + is a +.  My beta at 14dpo was low too - my doctor told me I was a minute pg.    Your H sounds very sweet.  Sending sticky vibes your way.