Pregnant after a Loss

Pregnancy hormones hit me like a train last night....

This whole pregnancy I have been a real trooper. I haven't had any emotional break downs, no crying, nothing....Well that was until last night.

DH is out of town which I hate because when he's gone I can't sleep because I have this irrational fear of being home alone. My brother is staying with me while DH is gone but he didn't get off work till almost midnight.

So I called DH around 11:30 last night and just cried like a baby on the phone. I think it was a giant combination of being tired, being stressed, and finally realizing that in about 6 weeks, M will be here.

DH and I have so much going on with both of our jobs, building a new house, moving, having a baby, planning trips back to TX, getting our current house ready to show, and a ton of other things....the stress of it all finally got to me.

Today is a new day though and hopefully that will be the only major breakdown I have for this pregnancy. I also don't think it helps that Saturday is the one year anniv. of my BFP with the twins and it's getting to me more than I thought it would.

 

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Re: Pregnancy hormones hit me like a train last night....

  • Eeek!  You have a lot going on.  If I were you, I'd probably have had a million breakdowns by now!  Sometimes I feel better after a good cry.
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  • Lots and lots of hugs.
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    BFP #2 Matthew pPROM 23w5d 06-03-07, b/33 weeks 8-6-07, d/10-15-07 SIDS,
    BFP #3 m/c 8 weeks 2/20/09, BFP #4 m/c no hb 6w4d, m/c 9w4d, D&C 11w2d, BFP #5 C/P 12/18/09 after BFP- 9dpo
    BFP #6 Samantha- 11-9-10
    BFP #7 4/20/12 21 DPO beta: 2382 29 DPO beta: 23000! HB 6w2d 116 bpm due Christmas day!
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  • Sending big hugs your way!!! I hate when the hormones kick in and it always seems like the worst time.  I hope today is better for you :)
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