Pregnant after a Loss

I am seriously tainted...

One of DH's friend's girlfriend is due 4 days after me... they just found out they are having a boy, while I am totally happy for them, it still breaks my heart that they get to be the untainted happy clueless couple and I am here worrying every d*mn second about this baby. They got something like 3 or 4 u/s already and I only had one and my big u/s isn't until next weekend... I hate being a jealous envious b*tch that has to fake being happy everytime I hear someone that we know is pg...

BFP #1: 10/17/08 EDD: 6/24/09-missed m/c; d&c on 12/8/08 BFP #2: 11/7/09 EDD: 7/15/10-Cabe born on 7/9/10 BFP #3: 10/7/11 EDD: 6/20/12 Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker Pregnancy Ticker A Butterfly lies beside us like a sunbeam and for a brief moment, its beauty and glory belong to our world. But then it flies on again. And though we wish it could have stayed we feel so lucky to have seen it. In loving memory of MrsTyson's precious Julia.

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