So I know I'm new again (I popped on here a few months ago when I went off BCP, and left for a bit after H and I decided we would would wait until the beginning of this year to officially TTC), so I doubt anyone knows who I am (though I remember quite a few posters), but I just needed to vent for a small moment.
H came over while I was adding my meds to my chart just now and asked me how things were going with it (he's taken a semi-interested stance towards the whole thing). I told him that everything was going fine and was showing him the chart when he tells me that he thinks his optimal time to have a child would be February 2011. I get excited (because, hey, this means everything is going according to plan) and am about to agree with him when suddenly he shakes his head and goes "no, no, no - wow, no. I meant February 2012. If it was 2011, we'd be starting to try to have a baby, like, really soon."
Apparently he's suddenly decided that he doesn't want to even start TTC-ing at all until after his all of his private student loans are paid off - all $60,000 of them. So instead of starting to TTC now or in the next few months, he wants to wait another year and a half to start.
We still need to talk about everything (I was a little too shocked to say anything back right away), but I'm feeling very down about this right now and just needed to get it out for a moment.