This first trimester is brutal. I remember being tired last time but it is so much worse with a LO. I feel so bad. Yesterday I laid on the floor while she played and took five minute cat naps in between her bringing toys to show me and snuggle. And this morning I could hear her talking to herself in her crib at 6:30, at 7:30 I fed her a bottle and laid her back down. I got up at 8:30 but I don't think she ever went back to sleep. Bad mama. Maybe it's just worse this week because my husband has been working a lot (12 hr night shifts) and I basically have her all the time. I feel like a single parent. Thanks for letting me vent.