I have 4 best friends(or so I thought). 1 is my sister, 1 is my HS BF, college BF and real world BF. My hs bf and I talk all the time she is married with 2 kids. I skype daily with my sis b/c she is my sis. The other 2 I barely talk to. My real world bf is single and hates everything so it is hard for me to talk to her without feeling really negative afterwards. I try to call her a couple times a month. My college BF is in a relationship and I think it's serious. I hardly ever talk to her b/c we have congflicting schedules. She texted me not to wish me a happy new year or anniversary but to tell me that my ex got engaged. I could care less about that. She also has never commented on any of Ethan's pics. Not one but she can say how cute every other baby is that our friends have. (i'm not looking fo someone to tell me my child is cute. I would just like her to acknowledge him) I try really hard to keep in contact with them and I never talk about Ethan so they don't think that is all i talk about. it's just hard for me to relate to going to a bar and getting drunk on the weekends. My life is very different now. I guess this is more of a vent.