Anyone else who is close to the end or when they were close to the end have ridiculous crazy thoughts about their child/child birth?
Not sure if this is totally flame worthy but whatever, I just want to know if I am the only one who is completely nuts right now. If I am, it's okay. I'm a big girl, I can take it. Everyday and night I keep freaking out that something will go wrong during my c/s, or that my baby will be one of those babies that people give the side eye to when they see her for the first time, that it was a total mistake not doing the NT scan because now I am worried there is something wrong with her, that all this extra skin that seems to have stretched out no where will just hang off me like in that movie Click when Adam Sandler was in the hospital. Nuts nuts nuts. I think it is just my nerves. I am sooo effin nervous it is unreal. A part of me wants to go into labor soooo bad right now just so that I can get the entire thing over with and I don't have to face those "night before" the big day feelings.
Re: I think I am officially nuts. yup.
no you're not. You've got cold feet. It's natural and completely normal. I'm sure everything is fine with your baby. Your baby will be beautiful, and you will be a good mom.
Breathe