now to add insult to injury I have to go get a negative beta.
and I get to pretend it's all fine since it's D's b-day.
I hate this shi!t so much.
I just feel so stupid for thinking this worked. I even bought D a happy birthday daddy card and an I love daddy bib to tell him the good news. God, I hope I hid it good enough so he never finds it.
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Oh no worms..my heart is breaking for you. I am so sorry IF sucks..
You are in my thoughts and prayers. Hang in there.
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Dammit, dammit! I'm so sorry worms, IF really fucken sucks!
My heart just sank, (((BIG HUGS))) to you. I will be thinking of you today.
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I'm sorry
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No! Oh worms, I am so, so sorry. IF effin sucks!
Sending you (((((hugehugs))))) today hon.
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No no no! I'm so sorry Worms
(((really big hugs)))
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Oh honey, I am so so sorry. This sucks and it's totally unfair not to mention just god awful timing. I wish I could give you a big IRL hug now.
I know it's hard to hear this now but please try and stay positive, this WILL work for you - it's just gonna take one more try. Hold on to that bib, you're gonna need it and don't EVER feel stupid for being hopeful. You're the one who finds hope when the rest of us are down and I love you for it.
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I'm so sorry. I really had high hopes for you. This just sucks. Hugs to you today.
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I am so sorry ML. What sh!tty news - I hope you and D still have a decent day.
Thinking about you!
(((HUGS)))
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I'm really sorry. I will pray that the beta picks up something after all but if not, stay strong and never give up. And please don't beat yourself up for being positive and optimistic or for buying that stuff for D. It was a beautiful and thoughtful gesture that any of us would have done. If you find you are having too tough of a time with this don't be afraid to open up and share with D, something tells me he will be so very supportive and touched and he can help you heal, as will we!
Sending lots of thoughts, prayers, love and hugs your way.
oh worms, I am so so sorry. This just breaks my heart. Remember that we are all here for you hon.
sending you ((((bighugs)))