I keep vasilating between excitement, fear, sadness (my passing youth-LOL), nervousness...and they come daily...
but he's been really active the past couple weeks and it just makes me so in love with him and I just can't wait to meet him and snuggle him...( i keep telling my DH i cant wait to nibble on his toes and cheeks)
I do have to focus though- we have some important last minute things to do (hello assemble dresser/changer- order bed sheets- find a pedi)
(so that was probabaly way more than you wanted but yes, I am super excited...I can't wait...)
and I have to say- your new siggy pics are so cute..your kids are beautiful!
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I keep vasilating between excitement, fear, sadness (my passing youth-LOL), nervousness...and they come daily...
and I have to say- your new siggy pics are so cute..your kids are beautiful!
I was gonna ask if you were scared too, but I didn't want to scare you. It is totally normal to feel all those feelings and we all do You will do fine!
Thank you for the compliments on the kiddies. We nibble on their toes and cheeks quite often
I'm trying to stay zen about birth but its totally freaking me out..I've been around babies so I'm not too worried about actually caring for him (although having your own is way different than baby sitting or being a big sister)- but birthing him? It paralyzes me with fear- i cannot wrap my mind around how he is going to come out and how I'm going to do it...
and I just want to try to stay home as long as possible and try to get through most of labor at home (so I'm comfortable) but I feel like I'm just going to go into freakout mode once contractions hit- that I will ruin my early labor...(or my husband who doesnt deal well when I'm in pain because he doesnt know how to help me- will whisk me away to the hospital before we should go...)
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and I just want to try to stay home as long as possible and try to get through most of labor at home (so I'm comfortable) but I feel like I'm just going to go into freakout mode once contractions hit- that I will ruin my early labor...(or my husband who doesnt deal well when I'm in pain because he doesnt know how to help me- will whisk me away to the hospital before we should go...)
maybe you'll luck out and go into labor in the middle of the night. with Bells I had been laboring all day, but mildly. Then I was awoken by my contractions and started to time them.....DH slept the whole time I was up bouncing on my ball and hitting the contraction timer on the computer...lol.
you hear all these horror stories about labor and birthing and such, but when it is you, you just sorta suck it up because you know what you will end up with in the end and that makes it exciting. I was nervous too because it was an "unknown" but my fear was so much worse than the reality. And if it was really horrible no one would ever have more than one, you know? I know I don't know you personally, but you sound like a strong woman and I think you will do an excellent job!
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I keep vasilating between excitement, fear, sadness (my passing youth-LOL), nervousness...and they come daily...
but he's been really active the past couple weeks and it just makes me so in love with him and I just can't wait to meet him and snuggle him...( i keep telling my DH i cant wait to nibble on his toes and cheeks)
I do have to focus though- we have some important last minute things to do (hello assemble dresser/changer- order bed sheets- find a pedi)
(so that was probabaly way more than you wanted but yes, I am super excited...I can't wait...)
and I have to say- your new siggy pics are so cute..your kids are beautiful!
I was gonna ask if you were scared too, but I didn't want to scare you. It is totally normal to feel all those feelings and we all do
You will do fine!
Thank you for the compliments on the kiddies. We nibble on their toes and cheeks quite often
I'm trying to stay zen about birth but its totally freaking me out..I've been around babies so I'm not too worried about actually caring for him (although having your own is way different than baby sitting or being a big sister)- but birthing him? It paralyzes me with fear- i cannot wrap my mind around how he is going to come out and how I'm going to do it...
and I just want to try to stay home as long as possible and try to get through most of labor at home (so I'm comfortable) but I feel like I'm just going to go into freakout mode once contractions hit- that I will ruin my early labor...(or my husband who doesnt deal well when I'm in pain because he doesnt know how to help me- will whisk me away to the hospital before we should go...)
maybe you'll luck out and go into labor in the middle of the night. with Bells I had been laboring all day, but mildly. Then I was awoken by my contractions and started to time them.....DH slept the whole time I was up bouncing on my ball and hitting the contraction timer on the computer...lol.
you hear all these horror stories about labor and birthing and such, but when it is you, you just sorta suck it up because you know what you will end up with in the end and that makes it exciting. I was nervous too because it was an "unknown" but my fear was so much worse than the reality. And if it was really horrible no one would ever have more than one, you know? I know I don't know you personally, but you sound like a strong woman and I think you will do an excellent job!