**Mrs.P**

WifeOfARedhead

Anything yet? How you holding up?

I've started coming down with a nasty headcold and have no clue what sort of medicine I can take. On top of the partial YI (it's gone now) nothing seems to be going right for me. And huge amounts of doubt are starting to set in - I'm going f-in nuts!

MrsP71506

I am going crazy!!!!!!!!

I had AF like cramps yesterday and had a major breakdown.  I too am having major doubts.  I keep telling myself that I am pregnant and I try to say it over and over, but staying positive is so hard.

I hate this waiting, and I am so tempted to POAS but if I see a negative I will just lose it, so I figured I am just going to wait till beta.

I am still praying for us to get our miracles.  We deserve happy news!!!!  

THIS WILL HAPPEN!!! 

WifeOfARedhead

Staying positive is the hardest! You're so right!

I feel the same way about POAS as you. There aren't any in the house, so I have no temptation to anyway.

My emotions are getting the best of me now, even hearing songs on the way to work this morning and I'm bawling my eyes out. That's why I want to get our tree this weekend, decorate everything and wrap the gifts from yesterday's shopping. This way it's all set and no matter what outcome Tuesday brings me - the Christmas spirit will still be present in our house.

::chimes in with Mrs.P::    THIS WILL HAPPEN!!!

smilee

Butting in to tell both of you ladies that I am pulling for you!

ChaynBill

Good luck guys for Monday and Tuesday.  I'm thinking of both of you.