I had another follie check this morning. Yesterday I was so close to being ready to trigger that they didn't even have me do a dose of Gonal F last night. According to the nurse, I was so close that they thought my body would make that last little push on its own. I'll probably trigger tonight or tomorrow. I'm waiting for the call so they can tell me how things look.
I'm really nervous. I know we have been working towards this for a long time, but now that it's so close I am scared. Half of me is scared that it won't work but the other half is scared that it will work and I'll have another m/c. I'm trying to be positive, but the only luck I've had so far in this journey has been bad luck.
Re: Waiting for the Call - I'm Nervous
It's time for you to have good luck!! I can feel it. I really really hope that IVF does the trick for you and gives you a BFsP!!!!
Good luck and let us know as soon as you know!
I am excited for you!
TTC in 2008. Stage II/III endo, Hashimotos hypothyroid, low morph (3%).
2 cycles Clomid/Ovidrel/TI/Crinone=BFN.
IUI #1 - 4 Follistim/Ovidrel/IUI/Crinone = BFN.
IVF #1 - Antagonist w/ ICSI 4/10. 17 retrieved, 5DT of 2, BFN
IVF #2 - Long Lupron w/ ICSI 6/10. 15 retrieved, 3DT of 2, BFFN!!
Lap 7/21/10
IVF #3 - Clomid/Antagonist w/ ICSI 10/10. 14 retreived, 3DT of 3, BFP 10/20 but m/c. No HB 11/15/10 - D&C 11/17/10.
FET - 2 blasts, 1 survived the thaw. Transfer 2/19. Beta #1 3/1 375, Beta #2 3/3 885, Beta #3 3/8 4261, Beta #4 3/11 9005. U/S 3/8 1 sac 1 yolk, U/S 3/16 1 heartbeat 114bpm!
James born Oct. 24th 2011 via c-section at 38 weeks!
Surprise BFP - Jack born April 28, 2013 via VBAC after PTL at 33 1/2 weeks!
I am sending you tons of Good Luck!!!
One of the crappiest thing about IF is taking away the happiness and excitment that we should be feeling.
I hope your luck turns around for you and you have a sticky sticky baby after all these up and downs.
Tara & Dave - TTC since September 2006
PCOS - dx 1999 (amenorrhea) | freakishly long fallopian tubes
Hypoglycemic | thyroid issues | severely anemic
Multiple Clomid cycles of 50, 100, 150 - absolutely no response
Follistim 50/100 | Follistim 75/125 | Follistim 100/150 IUI - all BFNs
Converted IVF - BFP - m/c | FET - BFN | IVF #2 = BFN
IVF #3
As hard is this may be, just try to push those nervous and scary thoughts out of your head. I try to do that by remining myself that those "babies" need every ounce of hope I can give them.
Good luck, I'm thinking happy thoughts for you!!!
multiple failed cycles, multiple IUIs, lap with ovarian drilling 4/2008
Finally BFP on 11/23/09 beta#1=36 beta#2 =62 beta#3=139
Liliana was born on March 27,2010 at 21w5d due to infection and pre-term labor
BFP #2 on 6/20/10 after Gonal-F and TI First u/s showed Twins!
TTC#2 since 02/2012 with out RE...
Back to RE 08/2016----- Cycle #1 10/2016 Femara 7.5mg=???