Infertility

Confessions anyone?

Mine:

I think my RE is cute!  I kind of wish he was an old man or something. Stick out tongue  But on a more serious note I'm so happy with him.  I feel like I couldn't be in better hands throughout this whole process.

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Re: Confessions anyone?

  • I am not handling good news well right now, and it bothers me.  Sad

    I would rather go home and go to bed then go shopping after I leave work! 

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  • I was supposed to sand and stain my stairs today but instead I have done nothing but sit on the couch and watch sports night all day.
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  • imageRuby_Tuesday:

    Mine:

    I think my RE is cute!  I kind of wish he was an old man or something. Stick out tongue  But on a more serious note I'm so happy with him.  I feel like I couldn't be in better hands throughout this whole process.

    Dr. G? He is the best and not bad on the eyes either!

  • I have 2 exams to write within the next 7 days but instead of concentrating on that my mind is so pre-occupied with my HSG and the fear of the results that I have not been able to concentrate and I will probably fail at least one of the tests and try and bullsh!t my way through the other.
    Taking the Scenic Route
    FET: Success! Beta at 14dp5dt: 2427 TWINS!!
  • I was all pscyhed last week that this cycle might be the one and now I just feel nothing but fear that it's not and its our last one covered by insurance and after this we are on our own. It's just such a roller coaster and I can't deal.

    I blocked my SIL from FB bc I couldn't deal with her annoying complaining posts about her 2 children. They are awesome kids and all she ever does is complain and I just want to smack her and say be grateful for what you have. So, I blocked her, lol.  

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  • I want to feel bad for my DH.  He threw out his back on Sunday and is in incredible pain but I can't.  I just keep on thinking about how this is going to mess up our IUI that is scheduled for tomorrow afternoon.  Bad, Bad Wife!
  • i have been using the ER as an excuse to eat total junk:

    i.e.

    patty melt & fries from steak & shake

    potato chips

    gatorade, grape juice, sonic limades and caffeine-free coke (all sugary)

    chinese food

    donuts

    pumpkin pie

    prime rib and mac&cheese

    payday bars

    i am starting to think the bloat is not just the ER Embarrassed

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  • Today is my last day of work until Monday.  I have gotten so little done and have so much to do!  Monday is going to be a long day!
    Our first little one is getting big!
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    Number two

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  • My parents and little brother are on their way here for T-day and I already want them to leave. I really, really hope they decide to leave Saturday instead of Monday. I just want to have my house to myself again and not deal with my sister. Embarrassed

    TTC since April 2008

    Me: PCOS/Amenorrhea DH: Azoospermia due to Y Chromosome Micro Deletion IVF w/ ICSI on hold until further notice

    Hope

  • imageLolaL:
    imageRuby_Tuesday:

    Mine:

    I think my RE is cute!  I kind of wish he was an old man or something. Stick out tongue  But on a more serious note I'm so happy with him.  I feel like I couldn't be in better hands throughout this whole process.

    Dr. G? He is the best and not bad on the eyes either!

    Dr. O.  Now that you mention it Dr. G isn't bad looking either.  But Dr. O is my man. :)

    jailbirds Lilypie Second Birthday tickers
  • I really want to leave work early but at the same time I am terrified about what I will find at home when I do get there (in regards to my in-laws being there alone all day...one can only imagine...)!
    TTC #1 since June 2008 *SAIFW*

    TI, IUIs, IVF = c/ps and BFNs

  • imageRuby_Tuesday:
    imageLolaL:
    imageRuby_Tuesday:

    Mine:

    I think my RE is cute!  I kind of wish he was an old man or something. Stick out tongue  But on a more serious note I'm so happy with him.  I feel like I couldn't be in better hands throughout this whole process.

    Dr. G? He is the best and not bad on the eyes either!

    Dr. O.  Now that you mention it Dr. G isn't bad looking either.  But Dr. O is my man. :)

    Dr. O is cute too, I had him a few times Dr. G was not in! Good looking practice! HA!

  • I made puppy chow and banana bread on Sunday and since then my diet has consisted of puppy chow and banana bread exclusively with diet coke... with the exception of a little chinese food sunday night that i could barely eat bc i was so stuffed from all the puppychow and banana bread!!!
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  • imagemadelyn07:
    I really want to leave work early but at the same time I am terrified about what I will find at home when I do get there (in regards to my in-laws being there alone all day...one can only imagine...)!

    Are you going to get to leave early? Did your boss ever come in?

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  • I have bad feelings about the IUI coming up. It seems like so many of you never had any luck with them and I'm afraid I won't either.  : (
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  • imageMarie6:

    imagemadelyn07:
    I really want to leave work early but at the same time I am terrified about what I will find at home when I do get there (in regards to my in-laws being there alone all day...one can only imagine...)!

    Are you going to get to leave early? Did your boss ever come in?

    I don't think I'll get to leave early but I've decided I'm NOT staying late..this isn't my fault. She did come in but she's been in meetings all day so I have no idea what she is thinking...

    TTC #1 since June 2008 *SAIFW*

    TI, IUIs, IVF = c/ps and BFNs

  • I am hoping by the time we leave my parents and get to DHs parents house on thanksgiving my SIL n BIL have left, I cant be happy and watch everyone be happy cause they are KU accidently....call me selfish...i dont care!  I dont want to be around it! 
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  • I know it isn't a competition, but I really wish I could get pg before my SIL has baby #2.  I want our oldest children to be close in age, and each after that too.  Wishful thinking.
  • i saw ultrasounds of 2 of my coworkers today, both having boys, both look beautiful so far..one is 24 weeks one is 16....i was tearing up
    1 chemical and 1 loss at 9 weeks prior to DS
    IVF #1 1/10-transfered 2 blasts- DS born 10/2010

    Trying for # 2 since 2012.  2 failed FETS 1 failed IUI.
    IUI#2 4/14/14-- BFP !!!!! Beta #1 14dpiui= 45 Beta #2 16dpiui= 80  Beta #3 18dpiui= 88 (chemical pregnancy)
    March 2015- Chemical pg

    1/25/16- BFP  Beta1 12dpo = 17, Beta 2 14 dpo = 28.. resulted in one beautiful boy born 9/21/16 :)

    Now I'm a stay at home loving life and pursuing my love of photography!!!
  • Dh and I are escaping for NYE to go skiing!  We invited a couple friend of ours, and are thinking they may invite another couple, which have kids.  Dh and I both thought the same thing... if the 3rd couple goes, hope the kids don't!  The reason for the escape is to forget about our IF, so having kids around us 24/7 would not help!
    -- Jackie
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  • I sometimes feel like an outsider with other IF girls...I feel like I'm in the waiting period for SO incredibly long in between tests and medicated cycles and horribly long cycles & that I'm out of the loop. I dunno if that even makes sense. Like it feels like we're not trying because we only get to try for 2-4 days every 3 months or so.
  • I just cannot seem to get excited about this cycle..I feel like I am just going through the motions..MY RE is going to be Saturday and I am not excited scared at..IF has made me become complacent...
  • My dad should be calling me any minute now to tell me he is at his hotel. While I'm really excited he is here for Thanksgiving, I really hope he isn't all mopey. He recently got told his job isn't being renewed and now has to find a new one, and he is looking to move our way. But ever since then he has been very depressive. He was doing good a few weeks ago when I talked to him, then Sunday night he was back to saying how he wished he had interviews to go to while he was here...and that he wished he could find a job now...and a lot of other "woe is me"s. DH and I both said we really hope he left Eeyore (this is what we call him when he is all down in the dumps) back home. *sigh*

    Also, I managed to call my boss a variety of names about 10 times today. Best of all...he never heard one of them!!

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  • I can't wait until it's December 26th because I don't like the holiday season.  We don't celebrate Christmas and I either feel like an outsider or come across as too PC since I'd prefer to see the words holiday.  I just wish could sleep through December and when I awaken, everyone would be back to normal and not gift and Christmas crazed. 

    TTC since 3-08 IVF # 1 Dec 2011 BFP DD born at 31 weeks 6-24-12

    FET #1 Dec 2013 BFN

    FET # 2 Feb 2014 BFN

    No more frosties

    IVF #2. September 2014

    PGD yielded 2 perfect 5d blasts

    SET November 9, 2014
    Nov 23, 2014. Another BFN

    Not sure where to go from here.

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  • I am dreading spending thanksgiving with DH family, specifically SIL and her 5 mo old baby... I love SIL (surprisingly) and the baby's my goddaughter, but after this week, don't feel like dealing with babies and pretending I'm happy when I'm not
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