i am supposed to be moving into the second trimester but instead i'm sitting here analyzing every twinge and ache praying for a bfp. i keep repeating to myself "i am pregnant" - speaking into creation. but i'm started to think these twinges are AF coming along. i'm around cd28 but i'm only 6dp5dt. i poas today and nothing. yesterday i had a faint line - but where'd it go? i'm just so down and out. maybe it's the cold rainy weather. i got to shake this!!! thanks for letting me express
S/PAIFW
Tara & Dave - TTC since September 2006
PCOS - dx 1999 (amenorrhea) | freakishly long fallopian tubes
Hypoglycemic | thyroid issues | severely anemic
Multiple Clomid cycles of 50, 100, 150 - absolutely no response
Follistim 50/100 | Follistim 75/125 | Follistim 100/150 IUI - all BFNs
Converted IVF - BFP - m/c | FET - BFN | IVF #2 = BFN
IVF #3
Re: down in the dumps
I know it's easier said than done but, try not to over think this. It is still alittle early to get a positive. When is your beta?
Hang in there we are all rooting for your bfp!
Everything you are feeling is 100% valid! After my last c/p - my SIL came out that she's preggo with her second. Had I carried that pregnancy through, we would be due 3 days apart! Now I can't even look at her without thinking about what could've been.
This is the same woman who plans what month she wants her child (May) and she's gotten her wish 2x now. I just want a child, any month of the year!
You are not alone.
4 Fresh IVF cycles + 1 FET where embies didn't survive the thaw = 2 perfect little men!
sFET 11/9/11 - Beta 11/18 BFP!
You are most definitely not alone. Believe me, I understand and have been through everything you are feeling.
I think that you tested a little too early so don't worry about that just yet.
I hope you are feeling better very soon! Hugs....
thank you ladies for you encouraging words. i know it's early but last time i got my bfp at 5dp5dt so i dunno why i thought i'd get another early positive if it was going to be positive. monty - now that you say that, my pee was really light this morning. hopfuly is still early diluted pee and i'll turn around.
thanks again ladies - hugs!
Tara & Dave - TTC since September 2006
PCOS - dx 1999 (amenorrhea) | freakishly long fallopian tubes
Hypoglycemic | thyroid issues | severely anemic
Multiple Clomid cycles of 50, 100, 150 - absolutely no response
Follistim 50/100 | Follistim 75/125 | Follistim 100/150 IUI - all BFNs
Converted IVF - BFP - m/c | FET - BFN | IVF #2 = BFN
IVF #3
Unexplained Infertility
After two Clomid cycles, three injectable IUI cycles, two IVFs, two miscarriages, and one lap surgery, IVF #2 has brought us our little boy!
TTC #2
After months of being postponed or cancelled, FET #1.3 (Natural FET) brought us twin girls!
FET #1 Dec 2013 BFN
FET # 2 Feb 2014 BFN
No more frosties
IVF #2. September 2014
PGD yielded 2 perfect 5d blasts
SET November 9, 2014
Nov 23, 2014. Another BFN
Not sure where to go from here.
That faint line that you saw yesterday is a really good sign!
I know it is hard to stay positive, so it is okay if you are having a crummy day. I am here to be positive for you!!!!!!
I know that this will be your BFsP!!!!!
I'm so sorry you're feeling sad. I really hope you get your bfp soon. I agree with pp, seeing a line (however faint) is a great sign. I'm crossing my fingers and toes for you.
{{hugs}}