Infertility

down in the dumps

i am supposed to be moving into the second trimester but instead i'm sitting here analyzing every twinge and ache praying for a bfp.  i keep repeating to myself "i am pregnant"  - speaking into creation.  but i'm started to think these twinges are AF coming along.  i'm around cd28 but i'm only 6dp5dt.  i poas today and nothing.  yesterday i had a faint line - but where'd it go?  i'm just so down and out.  maybe it's the cold rainy weather.  i got to shake this!!!  thanks for letting me express
S/PAIFW
Tara & Dave - TTC since September 2006
PCOS - dx 1999 (amenorrhea) | freakishly long fallopian tubes
Hypoglycemic | thyroid issues | severely anemic
Multiple Clomid cycles of 50, 100, 150 - absolutely no response
Follistim 50/100 | Follistim 75/125 | Follistim 100/150 IUI - all BFNs
Converted IVF - BFP - m/c | FET - BFN | IVF #2 = BFN
IVF #3

Re: down in the dumps

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  • I know it's easier said than done but, try not to over think this.  It is still alittle early to get a positive.  When is your beta? 

    Hang in there we are all rooting for your bfp!

  • Everything you are feeling is 100% valid!  After my last c/p - my SIL came out that she's preggo with her second.  Had I carried that pregnancy through, we would be due 3 days apart!  Now I can't even look at her without thinking about what could've been.

    This is the same woman who plans what month she wants her child (May) and she's gotten her wish 2x now.  I just want a child, any month of the year!

    You are not alone.

    Me: PCOs DH: Perfect!
    4 Fresh IVF cycles + 1 FET where embies didn't survive the thaw = 2 perfect little men!
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  • I'm so sorry honey. I know the feeling. Just know what we're cheering for you and will be here for you not matter what. ((hugs))
  • Waiting for beta Is the absolute worst, but I think yesterday's line is encouraging! It's so early that diluted pee could cause today's to be negative. Hang in there!!!
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  • You are most definitely not alone. Believe me, I understand and have been through everything you are feeling.  

    I think that you tested a little too early so don't worry about that just yet.

    I hope you are feeling better very soon! Hugs.... 

    TTC since 8/07 DX - Severe MFI/azoospermia & MTHFR/ TESEs found sperm - 7/08 & 6/09/ 12/08 - IVF#1 - BFN/ 6/09 - IVF #2 - cancelled due to OHSS risk (had retrieval)/ 7/09 - FET #1 - BFN/ 9/09 - FET #2 - BFN/ 11/09 - IVF #3 with new RE cancelled twice - 10/09 & 11/09/ 1/10 - IVF #3 take 3 - BFN/ 4/10 - IVF #4 - first ever BFP on 5/13/10!!! 108 @ 10dp3dt/ 2nd beta 311!/ sono on 5/28/10 said TWINS!!!! Lilypie Second Birthday tickers
  • (((big hugs))) Hang in there!!
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  • I am sorry..Hang in there! I truly hope everything works out for you...XOXOX
  • thank you ladies for you encouraging words.  i know it's early but last time i got my bfp at 5dp5dt so i dunno  why i thought i'd get another early positive if it was going to be positive.  monty - now that you say that, my pee was really light this morning.  hopfuly is still early diluted pee and i'll turn around. 

    thanks again ladies - hugs!

    S/PAIFW
    Tara & Dave - TTC since September 2006
    PCOS - dx 1999 (amenorrhea) | freakishly long fallopian tubes
    Hypoglycemic | thyroid issues | severely anemic
    Multiple Clomid cycles of 50, 100, 150 - absolutely no response
    Follistim 50/100 | Follistim 75/125 | Follistim 100/150 IUI - all BFNs
    Converted IVF - BFP - m/c | FET - BFN | IVF #2 = BFN
    IVF #3
  • I am sorry you are feeling down. ?I had that day yesterday. ?Sending you many hugs...
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  • Sending you (((((hugehugs))))). Try to hang in there. I really hope your sticky BFP is just around the corner!
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  • I'm so sorry.  Hoping that you'll have something to look forward to in a few days.
    TTC since 3-08 IVF # 1 Dec 2011 BFP DD born at 31 weeks 6-24-12

    FET #1 Dec 2013 BFN

    FET # 2 Feb 2014 BFN

    No more frosties

    IVF #2. September 2014

    PGD yielded 2 perfect 5d blasts

    SET November 9, 2014
    Nov 23, 2014. Another BFN

    Not sure where to go from here.

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  • Hang in there with me ;) This waiting sucks & I too am so sick of ananlyzing every little feeling! IF blows!! We will get there one day at a time!
  • chin up sweetie! you'll get your sticky bfp soon. hang in there.
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  • That faint line that you saw yesterday is a really good sign!

    I know it is hard to stay positive, so it is okay if you are having a crummy day.  I am here to be positive for you!!!!!!

    I know that this will be your BFsP!!!!!

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  • I'm so sorry you're feeling sad. I really hope you get your bfp soon. I agree with pp, seeing a line (however faint) is a great sign. I'm crossing my fingers and toes for you.

    {{hugs}}

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