Could you quantify strung out b!tch for me because I think this might be the technical definition of what I am right now! And I might just blame you - HAHAHAHAHA
As for quantifying it. I was truly an awful person to anyone close to me and then I'd feel horrible about it afterwards. It was as if I was watching myself on tv. It was definitely unpleasant for everyone involved. Why do you think I was so eager to get rid of them.
I feel aweful inside but won't let it come out which is making it almost unbareable on me. I feel overwhelmed and stressed anyway and feel like I JUST. NEED. A. BREAK.
DH is awesome, he's been getting up with Rhayna in the mornings but as soon as I hear her - I'm up. I can't sleep. I want to be around her. I feel very "protective" of her right now and don't want to leave her alone.
In the same moment and breath, I feel like I just want to go shopping alone. Walk around the mall like a dazed homeless person and not speak to anyone or have to be accountable for anyone. That's what I did the 1st time around! HA!
She just woke up from her nap so I suppose I'll wash my face, throw some makeup on and real clothes (not the jammies I've been living in for the past 36 hours) and go to the craft store. I need to see if they have any fabric I want. She needs to get out too - but needs to run around and the sidewalks of our street are NOT conducive to this....too much traffic!
Re: Did you feel very moody on Estrogen?
I suppose you could blame me.
As for quantifying it. I was truly an awful person to anyone close to me and then I'd feel horrible about it afterwards. It was as if I was watching myself on tv. It was definitely unpleasant for everyone involved. Why do you think I was so eager to get rid of them.
DH is awesome, he's been getting up with Rhayna in the mornings but as soon as I hear her - I'm up. I can't sleep. I want to be around her. I feel very "protective" of her right now and don't want to leave her alone.
In the same moment and breath, I feel like I just want to go shopping alone. Walk around the mall like a dazed homeless person and not speak to anyone or have to be accountable for anyone. That's what I did the 1st time around! HA!
She just woke up from her nap so I suppose I'll wash my face, throw some makeup on and real clothes (not the jammies I've been living in for the past 36 hours) and go to the craft store. I need to see if they have any fabric I want. She needs to get out too - but needs to run around and the sidewalks of our street are NOT conducive to this....too much traffic!
GAH! I'm a spaz!