PMS + Loss = :::crying:::

roxyttandme

I just dropped off DH at the airport for a week long business trip. This isn't unusual. In fact 3 weeks after our loss, he had to go away for 5 nights- that was tough!. I am sort to used to it...

I am sitting on the couch- watching Khloe Kardashian's wedding show... and crying - cause I am not pg like Kourtney Kardashian and her looser BF.... and cause I don't get my white picket fence and 2.5 kids.... at least not right now....

On top of which, I am PMS'ing to the max... so the tears are really flowing...

DH would look at me with no idea to why I would be crying if he were here right now. He just doesn't get why seeing other people with babies and bumps is so hurtful.....

vent over...

:::sob, sob, sob:::

ScorpioWifey77

Aww I'm sorry your having a bad night.    I have been there, I know it's not fun.

It's a lonely place when it seems like the world around you is pg or just gave birth and we're still waiting for our turn. I go though the same thing at least once a month

My Bff just *accidentially* got pg w/ her 4th child!!!!  She's been on birth control for 3 months and apparently "skip ovulated" causing her to get pg while on it.  He 2nd child was also an accident while on bc.....I haven't been on bc in 6 years!!!

I remember doing shots of tequila while on the phone with her (to help me act like I was happy) when she told me she was pg w/ her 3rd (now almost 2 years old)!!!  

While I'm happy for her, I can't say that my jealously isn't pushing me away from her.

Hopefully we'll get our sticky babys soon!!!   (((((((((((hugs))))))))))))) 

californiastars

Oh hon, I am sorry you are having a tough night. 

(((HUGS))) 

erpetdoc

If it makes you feel any better, I watched the Kardashian wedding special too!  I even DVR'ed it because I was on the phone with my friend during the second hour of it. 

Although I definitely wish I were pg, I'm not jealous of Khloe.  She has to be stressed from the public attention and the sheer fame that she has acquired.  I kind of like anonymity and being able to enjoy my pregnancy (when it happens again) with just my friends & family.  Not the entire U.S.  

((((Hugs)))) regardless....cuz PMS and a remembering our losses DOES suck.

mamaholic

Oh gosh. I am so sorry. I can completely relate. The episode of Kourtney &  Khloe Take Miami when Kourtney was getting her ultrasound aired about a week after my m/c. DH & I were sitting on the couch watching it (I don't know why I torture myself) and I just started bawling... hysterically.

Poor DH looked to scared. He is so supportive though. He just came over and sat by my and let me cry all over his shirt.

 

candylies

awww. it sucks when it seems like everyone around you is pg and you are not. argh!! We were going to watch The Office but I told DH not to turn it on cause I don't want to see Pam pregnant. He goes 'there's pregnant woman all around though'. yeah I know that but I don't need to purposely watch something where someone is pregnant. At least I can avoid it in that type of situation. Glad I don't watch Kardashians programs. I don't even know how to spell their last name correctly.