I had a rough day yesterday but last night after talking to DH I felt alot better. For the first time since I've been home from the hospital and we first found out about the ectopic DH and I actually had time to talk. Hes kept alot of his feelings inside because he was trying to be strong for me. We just talked about everything last night and we've both decided that New Years will be when we start TTC again. We both thought it would be the perfect time for a fresh start and trying to leave all the bad behind and move on to a new year in a positive way. Until then we both agreed to focus on saving money and spending alot of time together just the two of us. Were both still devastated about the loss of this baby but having a date of when will TTC again and having some kind of plan on how we are going to get through this together really helps right now. It's giving me some hope and reason to be optimistic about the future.
"Sometimes the smallest things take up the most room in your heart"
I'm a mom to my 4 angel babies who were taken from us much to soon!
BFP#1 on 09/29/09 and EP discovered/Left Tube lost on 10/19/09 EDD 06/12/10
BFP# 2 on 03/21/2010 EDD 11/30/10 Natural M/C on 3/27/10
BFP# 3 on 02/14/2011 EDD 10/28/11 Missed M/C discovered 4/19/11 and D&C 4/21/11 On 5/6/11 we found out our Oct Angel was a beautiful little girl
IVF#1=BFP#4 on 8/31/11 EDD 5/12/12 EP discovered and MTX shot given 9/14/ & 9/21 M/C on 10/9/11
IVF#2 and Stims started 12/2 ER 12/16 ET 12/21 transferred two beautiful blastocysts. Please stick LO's! BFP 12/26
Benjamin Matthew Our Little Miracle Born 9/5/2012!
BFP 1/2/14 EDD 9/11/14