Every morning when I log on and I see your funny posts, the BFP and yummy virtual cookies it makes me smile and I say to myself I'm not alone and it is possible to get KU. Thank you. Sounds mushy...I know.
Last night sucked. I talked to my friend who is an OB/GYN resident and shared all my bloodwork with her. She said the good news is "nothing is wrong with you but that bad news is something must be going on but we can't tell so it's unexplained infertility". She said sometimes not knowing the issue is worse then knowing what to fix and that less than 1% of UI couples get KU without help. I broke down at that but she assured me with Clomid, IUI, IVF etc etc it's possible. I told DH I feel like a failure and not like a woman everytime AF came. He married broken goods:( He just hugged me.
To top it all off my furbaby, which most of you know has been having seizures since May, is getting worse. We went to the vet neurologist yesterday and he's about 99% sure it's a brain tumor based on his latest issues and not a seizure disorder. It's just a matter of time for my little pup (well he's 85lbs and 11 years old). So last night sucked and I think I dehydrated myself with tears. I know it could be worse but this it tough. Thanks for all your support ladies. I heart you all.
OK- mushy vent over. Yay to Friday
Re: You lovely ladies give me hope- Thank you! (kinda long)
I am so sorry about your doggie.
And we'll get through this IF stuff, it will work out in the end.
((hugs))
2 years, 2 surgeries, 2 clomid fails, 2 IUIs, 1 loss, IVF #1 - 10/25/10 = BFP!, DS is now 3.5yrs!
TTC #2 - 6/12 surgery #3, FET #1 & 1.2 = BFN, 12/2012 FET #2 = BFP! DD is 1.5 yrs!
Surprise! 12/16/14 BFP, loss #2 12/31/14
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I'm so sorry you're having a tough time right now. ((hugs))
I have to agree with you that the support is amazing here! Hope your weekend is better than your week has been!
Love & luck to my 3TC girls. Congrats to Omega-The boys are here!
If there's one thing I've learned while waiting my turn,
it's that in each life some rain falls but you also get some sun.
After 2 years & 2 losses, our little man arrived 8-2011.
I am sorry you are feeling down. I wish I knew what to say to make you feel better, but I am bad at words.
I don't believe you should feel like a failure, I believe they are able to help you.I wish you all the luck in journey of getting KTFU. I am sorry to hear about your furbaby, I hopes he pull through it.
Keep your head up, other wise you may trip. If you want, I will be there to catch you.
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TTC #1- 3 failed rounds of Clomid/ Surprise Natural BFP w/weight loss- 9/22/11 DD 5/12
DX. Dec '09 w/ Inappropriate LH Secretion Syndrom/PCOS/ Anov 28 months
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I'm sorry about your pup, poor guy.
I know how you feel about being unexplained, it is very frustrating. I had that same cry last weekend with MH -- except it was during sex.... mood killer! I hope that you have a better day today than yesterday. It is so nice we have eachother and we will all get through this together.
No offence to your friend but OBGYNs don't know squat about infertility. Like really, they know nothing.
My OBGYN is supposedly one of the best in New York and she initially sent me to the RE because my CD3 bloodwork showed "low estrogen". My RE laughed and was like "estrogen is supposed to be low on CD3, that is a good thing". Go figure.
Hang in there hun, you are not broken and you and your hubby will make a beautiful baby. Maybe you will need a little help, but it will happen for you.
I'm sorry about yesterday
I hope things start to look up soon.
TTC #1 since September 2008
All tests normal
IUI #1, 1/31 50mg Clomid BFN!
IUI #2, 2/27 50mg Clomid, Ovidrel trigger BFN!
Laporoscopy March 30th- diagnosed with mild very endometriosis
IUI #3, 10/10, 2.5mg Femara BFN!
Hip Surgery 12/10 and forced TTC break
Diagnosed with gluten and dairy intolerance 12/10
June: TTC with TI and 2.5 mg Femara
IUI #4 & 5 Summer/Fall 2011 with Femara. BFN
11/11 Diagnosed Compound Heterozygous MTHFR- 7.5 mg Deplin
IVF #1 take 1- cancelled due to cyst
IVF #1 take 2- ER Aug 29, 35 retrieved ET Sept 3- 1 beautiful embryo transfered. 11 frozen embryos (AKA snow babies)
BFP Sept 11, 2012
Suffering from moderate OHSS
Carina 12.28.2010 | Aurelia 9.23.12 | Chart - Round 3
Sorry you had such a bad night! Hope you have a better weekend.
Very good point Sail. She is a resident with one year left so she really is new and learning. She did just finish her RE rotation last month though so has this fresh prespective on IF that's helping me a lot.
TTC #1 since September 2008
All tests normal
IUI #1, 1/31 50mg Clomid BFN!
IUI #2, 2/27 50mg Clomid, Ovidrel trigger BFN!
Laporoscopy March 30th- diagnosed with mild very endometriosis
IUI #3, 10/10, 2.5mg Femara BFN!
Hip Surgery 12/10 and forced TTC break
Diagnosed with gluten and dairy intolerance 12/10
June: TTC with TI and 2.5 mg Femara
IUI #4 & 5 Summer/Fall 2011 with Femara. BFN
11/11 Diagnosed Compound Heterozygous MTHFR- 7.5 mg Deplin
IVF #1 take 1- cancelled due to cyst
IVF #1 take 2- ER Aug 29, 35 retrieved ET Sept 3- 1 beautiful embryo transfered. 11 frozen embryos (AKA snow babies)
BFP Sept 11, 2012
Suffering from moderate OHSS
I know it sucks, but someone has to be that 1%, maybe it's you!
You deserve a drink tonight!
I know how you feel, you're not alone! Keep your head up - just make sure you take care of yourself and be kind. Treat yourself like you want others to treat you.
I am sorry about your doggie. I had to put one of mine down yesterday and it is so, so hard. Especially with all that's going on TTTC. Hugs to you.
It took 5 failed IUIs and a failed IVF, but our FET worked!
My pregnancy after Infertility Blog
Our baby girl was born on April 27, 2011!
so sorry you had a rough night.
thanks for reminding me to have hope! wishing you good luck with your pup.
~~ married 8.11.07
~~ DD1 1.16.11 ~~ DD2 1.3.14 ~~
~~ BFP3 12.22.15 MMC 2.29.16 @ 13 weeks ~~
~~ 2 D&Cs (3.1.16 and 3.10.16) for MMC
~~ BFP4 10.27.16 MMC 1.23.17 @ 16 weeks ~~ D&E 1.26.17 ~~
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