**Ambrandau**

mcjb09

AND to all the girls who responded to her post ('It really bothers me') from last night.  I just wanted to say that it truly touched me b/c this is the way I've been feeling throughout this whole pregnancy.  I can't seem to get that excited about things since I know that anything can go wrong at any time. So i just wanted to see if you were feeling better today and ((hugs)) to all ladies that have felt the same way.

Scout05

I can't tell you how it feels to be somewhere were people get it. My mom and dad are just so excited, and they keep saying "everything's going to be fine!" and my DH is trying to be positive, and I need to be able to say what scares me out loud or I think I'll go nuts.

I'm doing better today - DH and I had a little cry last night and that helped. I'm still grieving on top of my excitment, which is joined by the fear, so it's interesting.

Thank you for the hugs. I am sending HUGS back to you and all the other ladies here.

mcjb09

glad to hear that you are doing better- it ALWAYS helps to have a good cry.  The fear mounted on top of excitement mounted on top of fear makes me go bananas too sometimes!!  So I'm so glad that we have this outlet.  But anytime you need to vent- go right on ahead b/c chances are- someone is feeling the exact same way!!!