last week was the happiest when we found out i was pregnant...this week is the saddest now that i'm losing the baby. i'm in the process of a miscarriage and it is so draining. i know you ladies all understand. the cramps, blood, and crying. my bf had red roses delivered to our house in hopes it would make me smile....but the last thing i wanted to see was more red. how selfish is that of me? waiting for more blood work tomorrow to see if my levels have dropped any more. hoping the process goes quickly so we can begin to heal.....but part of me doesn't want my baby to leave. i have a feeling it's going to be a long night. any words of strength to get me through?