So, I have some weird discharge. It's like a goldenrod yellow color I guess. Can't tell if there's an odor because I hae the allergies from hell and I can't smell or taste anything right now (BOO!)
I've been feeling twinges. Not cramps but this weird feeling in various areas in my tummy. I mean, I am getting some round ligament pains occasionally, but nothing to be worried about (I hope).
Anyway, what I am worried about is an STI I got from my husband last winter after some infidelity. Nothing major. Just trichamonas(sp?) which is bacterial. I think it might be back and it is highly uncomfortable. That and I don't want the bacterial infection to pass to the baby. Also, I ruptured blood vessels in my cervix last week, so I don't want anything to affect my healing process.
Enough rambling. . .just nervous. It doesn't seem that big, but for someone who's faithful, scrubs twice a day and hasn't had a lot of partners, I dunno what to think or feel. Anger? Guilt? Fear? Indifference?
Re: appointment tomorrow and nervous (tmi warning)
Well goodluck with everything. I am sure it is really hard to deal with the infedelity, but if you have chosen to have another child I am sure you guys have figured that out, and its okay to still hurt from it, as long as you both can grow.
Again godluck!
Trying to figure things out. Just afraid that it coming back might mean he's still being unfaithful. It's also embarrassing. I don't want the nurses or my midwife to thing I'm a slut or anything. . .