update to my update to my update

jeannette&matt · September 2009

I was sent this morning to Maternal Fetal Medicine at the hospital to have another ultrasound (that makes 4 total). Clear as day I saw our baby, but there wasn't a heartbeat I knew the odds were next to none, but I did hold a little hope. I feel like I have miscarried this baby twice. The doc said he thinks this whole "misunderstanding" must have all been a dating error. I told him I could tell him EVERY date and it didn't make sense based on when I got my bfp. I just got the "poor woman think she knows more than we do" look. I guess that is unfair, they were very nice. I am just frustrated. The thing is the baby took up more than half of the sac, yet two weeks ago I was told there was nothing in there at all. Does that make sense? I guess I will never get a proper explanation. Either there is none or people are covering their you know whats. I am awaiting a call from my doc to see how to proceed. I think I will opt for a D&C ASAP. I need this to be over.

I was able to get a pic of our little one. Somehow that makes me feel better having something to prove their existence.

JaimieLee · September 2009

I'm so, so sorry for your loss, I am not that familiar with your story, but is sounds like HELL.

Amanda78 · September 2009

I'm so sorry for your loss and all you're going through with the ups and downs. I hope they do get your D&C scheduled ASAP so you can find some closure and start to heal.