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2ww is killing me softly this month

I cannot stand it.  I know I O'd.  I know we did what we were supposed to, when we are supposed to.  I am twitching.  I need to poas.  I have to wait another week and a half.  Errrgghhh!  I am not charting because it makes me batshitcrazy.  No CBEFM...DH wanted to delay my batshitcraziness another month.  Will bust it out next month.  I so want to not have to do that...

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  • I am joining your 2WW club.. it's killing me but I fear that it didn't happen.
  • I'm waiting too and swing from very positive to very negative and back again. The 2ww is the worst, there is nothing to do but obsess. My DH is hanging on by a thread also......I hope it"s BFPs for everyone.
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  • I think the 2ww is purposely designed to drive women nuts.  In this day and age, you would think they would have invented a test that would work at the time of conception!

    I just POAS at 7dpiui to make sure the trigger is out of my system and then got depressed when it was negative. WTF is wrong with me.  Of course it is negative. And, had it been positive, it would have been the trigger.  Arrrrghhhh!

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  • OK...DEEP BREATH...it sounds to me like you have a lot to be hopeful about this month.

    Hold off on that test as long as you can.

    Hang in there and GOOD LUCK!!!

  • Hi, Hav2.

    Sorry you're feeling so crazy right now. I know the feeling.

    I hope when you finally do get to POAS, it shows a BFP!

  • I am dying with the wait as well. ?My beta is on Sunday, but I am worried I am having AF symptoms. ?I had to do a booster shot of the HCG last Thursday, so I can't even POAS. ?(Although, I have been and it's been positive the whole time--of course)

    Good Luck, would be nice if this could be the LAST 2ww for all of us!?

  • Sorry for the crazies, you're darned if you do chart/use monitor and you're darned if you don't--craziness abounds!
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  • Hang in there! It's so killing me softly too. I did what I was suppose to do as well and I'm just hoping my short LP helps me out this month. I'm 8 DPO and usually AF arrives at 10DPO. Fingers crossed for both of us!
  • your post made me LOL!!!

  • The 2WW is rough!  Hope you get good news at the end of it and there will be no further need for crazies.  GL!
  • I feel your pain.  I didn't wait and then subjected my blog readers to a huge f-bomb-filled rant.  I wouldn't recommend that. 

    *hugs*

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  • I'm in the 2ww also and feel your pain.  I don't want to spring for the CBEFM because I keep thinking, "Maybe I'll get a BFP and then I'll have wasted all that moolah."   This is so annoying.  I keep trying not to think about it, but it's a big old pink elephant! 
     
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  • I hate the 2WW.  I hope it speeds up for you!
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