Well after having that nice beta on Tuesday I'm now starting to doubt myself that things are going to work out well. I was feeling icky on Tuesday and Wednesday and smells were getting to me and then yesterday poof everything was gone. Now, I'm convinced that when I go in on Tuesday (why so long from now?!) my next beta is going to be going down. I'm on the ledge and about ready to topple over.

TTC #1 Cycle #18
m/c Jan. 9, 2007,
chemical pg May 4, 2007,
methotrexate shot Oct. 5, 2007--m/c Oct. 9, 2007,
IUI Nov. 17, 2007 It worked! beta 11/30 & 12/6
TTC #2
Cycle #5
IUI July 20, 2009 -BFN 8-3-09
Cycle #6
IUI August 17, 2009-BFP! 8-31-09, beta 9-1-09, 9-8-09, saw the H/B 9-22-09
EDD 5-10-10
Re: Starting to lose my mind
I diagnosis nerves
I haven't had a single symptom, and as far as I know everything is fine. AND I've heard people say that very frequently - that symptoms vanish. But they are still KU!
Hang in there....try and breathe a bit
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I found that during 1T, every good test result gave me about 24 hours of relief and happiness before the worry started back. Those things only tell us that nothing has gone wrong in the past not what the future will hold. As hard as it is (maybe impossible) try not obsess over every symptom, they really do come and go.... oh never mind, You can't not obsess and worry. Just remember that soon enough 1T will be over and your belly will be growing and LO will be kicking.
ugh, i hate that you are feeling this way. it's so not fair!
please believe that this IS going to work out! stay positive! i know how just how hard it is but enjoy your holiday wknd and go into tuesday with a great attitude!
(btw, i have a sono tuesday and i'm on the ledge too...........have had some spotting and freaking out yet again.)
hang in there, we're all pulling for you!!!!?
Oh hon, Im sorry that you are feeling nervous and worried. Get yourself right back off that ledge right now. All these IF treatments are such a mind game. I dont think there is any way to keep the doubt from creeping back in.
Just keep telling yourself that you did have an awesome beta, you are K/U, you havent had any cramping / bleeding so things are progressing nicely.
I know I have read that preg. symptoms do come and go. I honestly dont think it means anything that you dont have the symptoms any more.