I want a baby!!

Ginaincali

This is a vent, or a confession, or just a cry out of confussion...most likely a little of everything inbetween!  I want a baby!  I want to be pregnant again and feel my little one in my belly moving around.  I want the excitement of seeing my LO on the ultrasound machine, and hearing his or her heartbeat!  I want to be blissfully ignorant or naive during a pregnancy and not know of everything else that can go wrong!  I just want a baby dammit!  Why does it have to be so flipping hard!  I have a month and a half left of birth control before we start ttc again and i'm terrified!  I don't know if I can deal with month after month of a BFN which I know will probably happen because it took us almost 2 years the first time around!  I don't want to go through anymore heartache I just want a baby!  It seems as though all my friends are pregnant and everytime a new one calls to tell me it kills me.  I JUST WANT A BABY!! 

Jacquiemark

I here you Gina. It gets so damn frustrating sometimes. I wish I didn't have to work so hard for what I wanted, but I know it will be so worth it in the end.

MrsH42608

I know how you feel : (  It's so hard going through this, just try to stay positive.

L2theC42

I just keep thinking about how much sweeter it will be when it gets here!  We will all appreciate the Little One's we are all soon to have!

Scout05

I'm so sorry We really do know how you feel, and I hope you are celebrating a BFP soon.

October7

Well said!! I want to scream that most days