TTC After a Loss

Boo! :( I want today to be over......

I think I'm just having a let down of a day.  A week ago, I was pregnant. 

 Not today!  The nurse called me today to tell me my bloodwork came back and levels are down (which we knew Sad)

I'm just sad. 

And my sister is starting to show.  I'm really trying to not be bitter about it but I just want to scream!

Why do I get all the bum pregnancies?  Not that I would wish this on anyone else, but why can't someone else deal with this crap?  Why me?  Why 3 times in a row?  Fvck this.

I told DH last night that I wondered if we were really meant to have kids.  If it would be worth it.  Or, could we really enjoy a child-free life. 

Blah.  I just feel Blah.  And I even got my hair cut/colored today and I still feel blah.

Sorry to vent.  This just sucks.

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