TTC After a Loss

*~Dish It Up Tuesday*~ Confessions!

Re: *~Dish It Up Tuesday*~ Confessions!

  • It hit me today that I would be due in 2.5 months with DC#2 and it freaked me out.  After a weekend with a very sick and whiny DS, it scared me that I should be bringing another baby into the mix so soon.  I don't know how I would have handled 2 kids under 17 months apart and it for some reason felt like getting pregnant now and having them closer to 2 years apart just seems "right".

    I have been feeling incredibly awful and guilty about this all day.

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  • Im thinking about putting a note on my office front door and say there was a family emergency and just go home and watch tv all day....

    Its bad but I dont have any patients to see today.... 

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  • Tonight I plan to pretend to be overly concerned about our dog that just got spayed to get out of helping DH with the new house.
  • I always thought I would get pg, have my babies, and that was it. Easy.  

    If I'm not pg right now I will have to admit that I'm having trouble making a baby and that is tearing me apart.

    ::fingers and toes crossed for thursday::  

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  • i am so hungry i could eat a horse.

    i want a baby. 

    Missed MC 1 - 11/21/2006 Missed MC 2 - 03/10/2008 BFP # 3 09/18/09 - Gabriel David born 05/11/2010 baby
  • I am just frustrated and moody.  I just want to be preg, have my healthy 9 month and be on maternity leave staying home and holding my baby.

    I test on Friday but it still hard because I want a BFP so bad

  • I need to return a phonecall from my best friend from college...but I'm avoiding her because I think she's calling to tell me she's pregnant again.  That's the only time we talk, is when there's something big happening.

    Not that I wouldn't be happy for her, but we all know the pain it stirs up.

    On another note, I need to take a shower and get going, but instead I'm still in my PJ's watching reruns of 'Friends' and considering having ice-cream for lunch!  

  • I'm really bitter and sad today and I feel guilty about it.

    I really hope I get to go to Dubai, it's the only thing I have to look forward to right now.

    TTC Since Oct 08 BFP #1- 1/23/09, missed m/c 2/26/09 BFP #2- 9/8/09, natural m/c 9/16/09 BFP #3- 4/13/10, missed m/c 5/26/10 BFP #4- 4/6/11 beta#1 at 12dpo-133 prog-55.7, beta#2 at 16dpo- 861 DD born 12/8/2011 BFP#5- 11/23/12 EDD 7/25/13 Dx- Uterine septum (removed Aug 2010), endo, MTHFR C677t hetero, Factor II hetero, Low Protein S Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker
  • Wishing I had someone to do all this school work for me... 1st day and I get slammed =(

    I slept in way....... to long today....way....to long.... but it felt good!!

  • I can be really confrontational on small matters, but when it's important, I always get nervous and end up chickening out. I can't do that this time. But I might wait until I eat this big cookie and read some more tabloids online.
  • I just  bought 6 of these and want to eat them all, they're for DD's birthday but I don't want to share.

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  • I did absolutely jack s**t today at home and slept most of the day.
    Marie, wife to Ron, mom to DS
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