I had my baby shower in Portland this weekend (lots of fun!), and there was a 6 week baby boy there. Of course I had to get me some baby love, but as soon as I held him I kind of froze up and got really panicked. My mom even noticed and came over to start to take the baby away, but I knew I had to get over it. I'm usually pretty comfortable holding babies, but I think holding this little guy just made it way too real. I almost started crying, thinking "Am I not ready for this?"
Please tell me you had mini freak outs before your first child was born, that way I don't feel so alone