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Freaking the FVCK out! (put PIP towards bottom)

Ok so I got betas done on 11DPO, and they were negative.  So thinking that blood doesn't lie I stop taking my Heparin and Progesterone.  Well I noticed I was a day last yesterday and just had weird feeling that something wasn't right (Im NEVER late unless Im PG).   Did the qtip test, nothing.  So I bought FRER tests last night and if I wasn't spotting this morning I would test.  Well no spotting or any sign of AF and I tested and I got a SUPER faint line!!!!  DH confirmed that Im not imagining things and he sees it too.  How can betas be neg on 11DPO and I get positive today!  Did I implant late?  Could my blood have been mixed up?  It should have shown up at 11DPO right? 

Im freaking right now,  And of course I have to wait til tomorrow til call my RE to get more betas done.  I would PIP but my camera is freaking out and Im about to throw it across the effin room!!!  The thing that freaks me out the most is that I STOPPED TAKING MY MEDS!!!  The meds that are supposed to keep my baby alive!!!  It was only four days but still, what if those days were crucial to have a sticky baby.  Or am I really PG or did I get a false BFP?  I could probably right a novel right now with everything thats going through my head!!  All I can do i try to relax and test again in the AM and call my RE.  I had to tell somebody.  Its sad cause Im not even excited, Im so scared.

Re: Freaking the FVCK out! (put PIP towards bottom)

  • This happened to me the month I got my BFP I went to the doc and b/w came back negative and she said while giving me my pap that I was bleeding so to expect AF the next day so I waited for 12 more days without AF since my b/w should have been right then I bought a cheapy and yes it was a BFP so the doc told me I must have been implant bleeding she saw. so what I am saying is.......

    CONGRATS!!

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  • Remember the SAL mantras! Today you are pregnant, and you love your baby!

    4 days doesn't seem like that much to me. It could have been late implantation. Everything is really going to be guessing today until you get to call your RE tomorrow. Good luck and if I were you, I would just try to keep myself busy today!

    Also, were you able to take the heparin today?

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  • imagelil_rhody:

    Remember the SAL mantras! Today you are pregnant, and you love your baby!

    4 days doesn't seem like that much to me. It could have been late implantation. Everything is really going to be guessing today until you get to call your RE tomorrow. Good luck and if I were you, I would just try to keep myself busy today!

    Also, were you able to take the heparin today?

    This!  I would take the meds, just to be on the safe side.

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  • OMGGGGGGGGG!

    Yay! :) I have my fingers crossed for you. You'll be fine, sunshine... I promise. Congrats!

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  • Ya I took it last night and again this morning (I take it twice a day).  Im going to a Dave Matthews concert tonight so that should keep my mind off it for a while. 
  • Oooh Dave Matthews! Nice. Not my kinda music, but I still think he's a great musician.

    Darn you - now I want to retest - and it will be BFP because I drank my face off last night and smoked. And got into a sort of fight lol (long story)

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  • Here is a pic, my stupid camera won't let me get any closer.  I can hardly see it on this pic but if you squeeze your eyes and adjust your screen you MIGHT be able to see it. JK its really faint.

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  • Thats a line!!!!!!!!!
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    Oooh Dave Matthews! Nice. Not my kinda music, but I still think he's a great musician.

    Darn you - now I want to retest - and it will be BFP because I drank my face off last night and smoked. And got into a sort of fight lol (long story)

     I KNOW I had four glasses of wine the night I got my b/w done!   Still no AF?  How many days now? 

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    imageCarrieLeigh84:

    Oooh Dave Matthews! Nice. Not my kinda music, but I still think he's a great musician.

    Darn you - now I want to retest - and it will be BFP because I drank my face off last night and smoked. And got into a sort of fight lol (long story)

     I KNOW I had four glasses of wine the night I got my b/w done!   Still no AF?  How many days now? 

    Uhm... lets see.  37 days. I started my prometrium on Tuesday, after my BFN. 37 days is seriously nothing for me. Last time was 101 days Tongue Tied

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    imagegomez_917:
    imageCarrieLeigh84:

    Oooh Dave Matthews! Nice. Not my kinda music, but I still think he's a great musician.

    Darn you - now I want to retest - and it will be BFP because I drank my face off last night and smoked. And got into a sort of fight lol (long story)

     I KNOW I had four glasses of wine the night I got my b/w done!   Still no AF?  How many days now? 

    Uhm... lets see.  37 days. I started my prometrium on Tuesday, after my BFN. 37 days is seriously nothing for me. Last time was 101 days Tongue Tied

    OMG you poor thing.  I'll pray that you get SOMETHING soon!  BFP, AF, SOMETHING!

  • I see the faint line.....you are so KTFU......test tomorrow with FMU and it will be darker.....congrats!!
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  • I see a faint line. Best wishes!
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  • OMG Gomez!!! I'm freaking out for you! that's awesome!!!! i see the line too!!!
  • Congratulations! Take your meds, and try not to stress out. I'm so happy for you!
  • Wow!! Congratulations!!
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  • Congratulations!  H&H9M to you!   Good luck on your betas tomorrow!
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  • This is great news, congratulations! Try not to stress about your meds - just keep taking them now, and love your baby. Smile
  • Congrats!

    In my 1st pregnancy, I had a big round of imp. bleeding which I didn't know if it was imp or my period.  I went to my former OB's office and they did bloodwork that came back negative so I thought it was my period.  Um, yeah.  WRONG. 

    Good luck!

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  • I totally see it Gomez! Congrats!
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  • With my last pg, I had implantion spotting on day 12 and really low betas on day 14.  I really think that you just had a late implanter like I did!  Congrats!!!

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