Today I was at a birthday party with Lilly, Finley and Griffin. It was a fun day but very busy and then Lilly had a meltdown leaving b/c, well, she's three years old and didn't want to go home. I took many deep breaths in the car on the way home to destress. I was able to log onto my laptop when the babies went to sleep. I began to read the amazing story of beautiful Annaleigh...and the tears came down. I wanted nothing more than to reach into my computer and wrap my arms around Brooke, Joe and their darling baby Annaleigh. These three souls have more courage in their pinky fingers than I have in my entire body. I have hugged and kissed my three babies so many times since I read the tragic news,..and in effect, woken them multiple times with wet tears on their cheeks. I'm so heartbroken for Brooke and Joe. I wish I could erase the pain they are feeling. Many prayers are being said straight from my heart.
Re: Brooke's loss has broken my heart
Dx: PCOS, Anovulation, RPL
Born via emergency c/s February 9, 2008 - 9lbs, 3 oz!!!!
TTC# 2 since February 2010 - BFP #1 Sept 2010-(5mg Femara, 1500mg Met, Ovridel) Missed M/C at 10w2d, discovered at 13w2d, D&C at 14w
BFP # 2 - February 2011-(1500mg Met, HCG Injection) Missed M/C at 10w1d, discovered at 10w3d, D&C at 11w...RPL testing came back all normal.
Trying again. June 2011 - Clomid/1500 mg Met / Baby Aspirin - BFFN!
July 2011 Femara/1500mg Met/ Baby Aspirin - c/p
August 2011 - Femara/1500mg Met/ Baby Aspirin - c/p
September 2011 - Puregon/ 1500mg Met/ Baby Aspirin - BFFN!!!!