TTC after 35

I'm so tired of waiting.

Waiting to O, waiting to test, waiting, waiting, waiting.  I'd rather be waiting for a baby and tired from being up all night.

There are a ton of women I work with all due in December so I get my daily reminder of where I'd be right now.  But instead, I'm waiting to go to the bathroom to change my tampon and waiting for my HSG appointment and waiting to see if I even will O on my own this month.

This sucks!  Thanks for letting me vent, DH is tired of it all too so I try to keep it to myself.

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Re: I'm so tired of waiting.

  • no doubt about it, waiting sucks.  feel free to vent anytime. 
  • (((((hugs)))))

    I'm so sorry for your loss, and  that you have constant reminders about where you would be.

    Waiting is hard under the best of circumstances, even without that element.

     

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    Vent away!!

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  • I know it is stressful and difficult.  Hang in there! 

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  • i feel ya!
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  • Agreed - this waiting does suck.  I guess we just have to keep plugging.  Good luck to you.
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  • I know exactly how you feel!  It seems like so much "hurry up and wait." Wait to get an appointment.  Wait to get your tests.  Wait to get the results.  Wait to start the treatment.  Now, even with IVF, it's wait to see how many follies you get, how many eggs, how many fertilize . . .

    Soooo frustrating.

  • Girl...I am totally with you on this.

    Hang in there and hopefully you will soon get the BFP you deserve.

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    I hear ya sister!!! It's torture. I'm sorry, and it does suck. Vent away, that's what we're here for.?
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  • I understand - I feel like my life is on hold. 

    I want to go shopping for new clothes - but I hate the idea of buying clothes when I am not pregnant and knowing/hoping that I will need maternity clothes.  So I buy shoes instead.  Or I shop for my husband.

    Or we plan a trip with his family and all of the hotels are booked, so we are sharing a room - so no BD then.  It would be nice if that wasn't my first thought.  And this trip isn't until October!  So many things could be different by then.

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  • I feel that way too! And I have felt like I've been waiting to try again since the end of June. It really sucks being in a holding pattern. This is the one place where everyone understands and sympathizes. Thank goodness for this board!
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  • I am getting so tired of it to.  I'm on Cycle #17 and it's really starting to get old.
  • Yep, waiting sucks.  And it's such a big part of the process, ugh.  I'm sorry for your loss and hope your wait to get a BFP is over soon. 
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