Dealing with constant reminders

JamieFL

Yesterday I was so happy that the bleeding stopped.  I wake up this morning to more bright red blood (8 days since it started) AND forgot that I was supposed to have my initial OB appointment today at 1:30pm, which I never cancelled.  August 19th is another appointment that I have to cancel for an u/s.  I can't wait until that day comes and goes because it will be on my mind...not like losing the pg ever leaves my mind.

To top it all off, I was reviewing the pics on my camera (over 900+) and came to near end to find pics of the digital pg test a week and a half ago that indicated "pregnant".  It's amazing how different my emotions are from what they were a week ago...I was so elated and now it's over.

On a positive note, I did get my OPK's and HPT's from Ebay yesterday.  I'm anxious to start charting again and getting my body back on track.  Right now, I just don't know what to expect so everything is a big question mark.

Thanks for reading my vent.  I know it gets better so I'm just waiting for that moment!

 

brunette mac

Vent anytime! It would be nice of your OB to cancel those u/s appointments for you. I'm sorry you have to do it yourself. I know what you mean about getting excited to get back on track. This Friday I get the results from my m/c. Please don't be a molar pregnancy, please don't be a molar pregnancy! I am crossing every body part for good news. I hate feeling like I'm in limbo just waiting and waiting for answers. 

 

JamieFL

Thank you, Brunette, for the kind words.  I'll be thinking of you, too, and hoping that you get the answers that you want!

samm1983

Vent away!  Little reminders suck, but they do get a little better.