Today I had my 6 week pp checkup and that made me realize that this part of the journey is over. I only TTC for 18 months, which is a lot less time than many here, but it seemed like an eternity... So did the miserable 9 month pregnancy. Everyday I wished I could fast forward to the end and now that its over, in a way it is a sad and weird. I have nothing to obsess over (except kissing my little boys chubby cheeks) I can have sex without timing it.
My labor and delivery day was awesome, it was exciting and special. And kinda fun, we were laughing in between pushes. I feel like my baby is not a newborn anymore (maybe because he is the size of some 3 monthers?) Everything just is going by SO FAST now. Anyway I guess I just needed to get my feelings out. I am so happy, everything is as amazing as I dreamed.
Regarding my checkup.... I lost 40 of my 60 pregnancy pounds! Yay!
Re: I can't believe its over (long)
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