I love you guys and some of my random thoughts...

cindybaf

First of all, I love you guys. Thank you for being so supportive when the red head came today. I survived the most elaborate 1st birthday party I've ever gone too. I'm scared, downright terrified, of what bouncy castles, fondant cakes, and catering go for these days. I promise I will never hire a photographer for a kid's b-day. Unless it's for their wedding. It was a really nice party though(they had champagne cocktails!!!), and I love the little birthday girl. The cake was modeled after a stuffed animal we gave her at the hospital when she was born. It's crazy how much they grow up in just one year!!!

Anyway...I miss my pill. I miss it so much. I love that I am ovulating again and giving ourselves the chance at parenthood but I am turning into teenwolf. There has been some kind of increase in my hair follicle stimulation that has turned me into a furball. I've gone from plucking my eyebrows every few days to keep them cute to plucking/shaving/trimming them to keep them from blocking my view and completely connecting together. This is out of control.    

 I could handle it if it was just the hair, but all the freaking acne I breakout with during AF and O weeks. I look horrid. And I miss having some kind of idea when I'd have AF when I was on the pill. I think I want a BFP for radiant glowing skin and fur control as much as a baby at this point.

Anyway, if you read all this, thank you. I love you girls!!! 

sinisterkat01

cindybaf:

 

 

 I could handle it if it was just the hair, but all the freaking acne I breakout with during AF and O weeks. I look horrid. And I miss having some kind of idea when I'd have AF when I was on the pill. I think I want a BFP for radiant glowing skin and fur control as much as a baby at this point.

Anyway, if you read all this, thank you. I love you girls!!! 

I totally get your frustration about the acne and the hair issues . . . although, I have to say that those issues got even more out of control after I got my first BFP.  There's just nothing like the pill for keeping my skin nice and orderly.

I'm glad to hear that you survived such an elaborate first birthday party!

1stTimeMommy2Be

cindybaf:

I've gone from plucking my eyebrows every few days to keep them cute to plucking/shaving/trimming them to keep them from blocking my view and completely connecting together. This is out of control.    

welcome to my world haha... not fun!