I'm well aware that you've gotta have the bad days in order to appreciate the good ones. Tomorrow will be better, but today was not good.
I couldn't sleep last night - but Katen could, so she was up at the crack of dawn. As a result, so was I.
It's 96 degrees here with 80% humiditiy. Our air conditioner can't keep up. I'm pregnant. 'Nuff said.
We put in a bid on a home that had been foreclosed on today. We really need more room and the house is worth twice what we would have paid for it. We were outbid by.... $1000. yeah... that's it.
DH informs me that he refuses to move our master bedroom up to the loft after previously agreeing to it. This leaves our baby with no nursery. How am I supposed to make that work? (totally rhetorical question)
Our house is a mess and it's driving me nuts. However I'm so tired and frustrated that I'm not cleaning it up today like I should be. This causes more frustration.
MIL calls last night at 7pm requesting our presence at a family gathering today at 4pm. We already have dinner plans but we go anyway for a while. While there, Katen wants to touch EVERYTHING and everything is antique and breakable at her house. All I get done is chasing her around and around trying not to sound like the wicked witch of the west. MIL guilt trips me about not feeding Katen cake and ice cream ("Sorry Mommy won't let you...") even though it's right before dinner and I need her to behave and eat well at the restaurant.
We go to dinner with the other in-laws (DH's family is divorced) and the food takes f o r e v e r. I pulled out every trick I had to keep Katen occupied and fed her all the food she could stuff in but eventually she got full and I ran out of activies. She started screaming and throwing food. SIL kept trying to feed her things she shouldn't have. BIL who has no kids has all the parenting advice in the world, and I never got anything to eat and we had to leave.
We get home and I'm putting Katen's pj's on. She runs at me, trips, and headbutts me in the mouth, which runs my tooth into my lip and I bleed all over the place.
At this point I hold it together enough to read Katen's stories, sing her songs and put her to sleep but the moment her door was closed I lost it.
I'm overwhelmed and frustrated. Tomorrow will be better, I know. No need for sympathy. I just needed to get this out there and off my chest. Thanks
Re: want to scream (long, whiny)
OMG that sounds awful, bad days suck. I hope tomorrow is a lot better.
::hugs::
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grr! that is a !@#$*& of a day. Hopefully tomorrow is much better!
you know what... I don't think I have EVERRRRRRR heard you bich.
:::;Davezwife lays out the red carpet, pours Reems a glass of wine (doc says it's ok) and give you an all access pass to BichVille for the night::::
You go Girl.
(so sorry.)
Aw lady, Im so sorry..i 100% seriously had a day like that yesterday..but i lost it in front of the boys, i felt so bad...i just sobbed on the floor and joey came and gave me a hug..that helped
i hope so much tomorrow is better for you..if you ever want to chat, im here
Joey, Ronnie, and Audrey,
my awesome IUI 30 week twins, and my surprise miracle
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