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Thursday Confessions!

CleryClery
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Come on ladies let it out............, I know I have to.

Getting af never gets any easier, I feel her upon me and it sucks. I am sick of saying the same old things to myself and the pain I feel when I see newborns and pregnant bellies is unbearable. When will it be our turn damn it????? Bring on the booze........

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  • Alexandra*sMomAlexandra*sMom member
    I have been around several babies in the last week.  I have realized how much I really want another one right now.  I got a BFN this morning, but do not feel like AF is coming.... so what gives?
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  • soontobemrsvegasoontobemrsvega

    here it got pushed to page 2

    https://community.thebump.com/cs/ks/forums/thread/20315404.aspx

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  • str8otastr8ota member
    I held a 14 m/o the other day who gave my like a hundred kisses.  I cried the entire way home, I really feel I'm missing something from my life.
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  • Bride2b2004Bride2b2004 member

    I confess that:

    1) I am secretely terrified that this m/c that I am still waiting for is another ectopic pregnancy.  I go in to the RE tomorrow and I hope betas are at zero or he says something or gives me facts that ease my fear. 

    2) Okay, I know this is crazy superstitious, but... I am secretly worried that posting with such excitement about my BFP led to bad karma or something that created this loss.  Don't think less of me, but it is a real fear and I promised myself that, if I get another BFP, I won't post about it until after a good u/s.

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  • CleryClery
    imagesoontobemrsvega:

    here it got pushed to page 2

    https://community.thebump.com/cs/ks/forums/thread/20315404.aspx

    Sorry I did not even realize there was one on Thurs, that is how clueless I am.........
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  • soontobemrsvegasoontobemrsvega
    imageClery:
    imagesoontobemrsvega:

    here it got pushed to page 2

    https://community.thebump.com/cs/ks/forums/thread/20315404.aspx

    Sorry I did not even realize there was one on Thurs, that is how clueless I am.........

    its ok I do one everyday minus sunday I just post a weekend one of saturday

     

     

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  • bostonfingerlakes07bostonfingerlakes07 member

    I am stressed beyond belief between being in limbo with our move to Chicago, being in the 2ww, stressing about TTC while moving and dealing with a sick DS...

    and I've been totally eating my feelings...like gross gluttonous huge amounts of ice cream and pizza and I'm normally a health food nut.

    I have spent the last week feeling like I was going to vomit...a mix between stress and eating like a pig.

    And I'm about to go to the grocery store and that's probably a bad idea but DS needs fruit.

    Ugh.

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  • CleryClery
    imagebostonfingerlakes07:

    I am stressed beyond belief between being in limbo with our move to Chicago, being in the 2ww, stressing about TTC while moving and dealing with a sick DS...

    and I've been totally eating my feelings...like gross gluttonous huge amounts of ice cream and pizza and I'm normally a health food nut.

    I have spent the last week feeling like I was going to vomit...a mix between stress and eating like a pig.

    And I'm about to go to the grocery store and that's probably a bad idea but DS needs fruit.

    Ugh.

    You have so much on your plate right now. I hope everything works out!
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  • kathi512kathi512 member

    1. I get really frustrated when ppl at work ask me why I'm in such a hurry to have a baby. I am 30! I don't want to be 35 having my first baby. I've only been married for 10mo but we've been together for 6yrs & we're very ready.

    2. After what I went thru with the m/c, when I do get a BFP I'm afraid to tell anyone, including DH, because I'm afraid of going thru everything all over again. It was horrible telling everyone about the m/c. And I never want to see DH that devistated ever again.

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