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Infertility
It's over
in Infertility
Got a positive very low BETA on Monday of 20.6. I did all the research and knew that it was a very low number but still hoped that my HPTs would get darker. Of course, this morning, not only did they get lighter, but the digital said " not pregnant" I am very sad. Sad that this was a donor egg cycle and I thought that it would give us the best chances. Sad that we have 2 frosties and I don't know if it was the quality of the embryo. Sad that it may be me and there may be something wrong with my uterus again. I feel like a failure. I feel like an idiot for thinking that this was going to work. I have gained a lot of weight, and am waiting to get the final decision tomorrow with the negative beta, so that we can get closure and move on. I am scared that the FET won't work, and that's all we have left. Anyway, taking 2 months off I think and starting again in October with the FET. Thanks for listening.
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Re: It's over
After 7 years trying to concieve, 3 failed IUIs and 2 failed IVFs, my third IVF was a success!
My Christmas baby turned into a turkey bird! Dillon Richard was born at 34 weeks, 5 days on November 28, 2009 after 10 weeks on bedrest for preeclampsia.
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TI, IUIs, IVF = c/ps and BFNs
Don't ever feel silly for having hope...Hope is all we have...if we didn't have hope, we wouldn't keep plugging on to our eventual successes!
My heart breaks for you because I understand all the feelings you described. I'm keeping my fingers crossed for your FET, and wishing you peace and healing during the next 2 months.
Thinking of you today.
Oh hon, I am so sorry. Take care of yourself over the next few days. We are here if you need us. I am really hoping your frosties will bring you your sticky BFP.
I'm very sorry. ::lots of hugs::
I'm so sorry. (((hugs)))
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IUI #1: December 2008 - BFN
IVF #1: Microdose Lupron - July 2009; only got 1 egg; BFN
IVF #2: Natural IVF - Sept 2009; BFP!; D&C Nov. 2009
IVF #3: Natural IVF - ER: Feb 4, 2010 - 1 "M2" egg retrieved; ET: Feb 9; Beta#1 (19dpo): 2567; Beta #2: 6933; BFP w/ singleton w/strong hrtbt! DS born October 2010
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IVF #4: Natural IVF - ER: Nov. 20, 2011; ET: Nov. 25, 2011; BFP! Beta#1 (19dpo): 1918; Saw hrtbt on 12/28/11!
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Thank you all for your support. It means more than you know. I will stay on this board just to see how everyone does. And I will not lose hope. Hope is all I have! WW starts Saturday! WOO HOO! Who's with me!
Oh Oct, I'm so, so sorry. This is heartbreaking news - I was hoping for the very best for you with this cycle.
(((((BIG HUGS)))))
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