So I woke up at 3AM after having a horrible nightmare that after Landon was born he died. It was awful! In my dream I was all alone (no dh) and people were saying awful things just like it was a m/c and all the feelings I felt during my m/c came back in the dream except 100x worse. Next thing I know I am in L&D watching a women give birth to sextuplets and I refused to hold any of them...I think thats when I woke up. I cried and wanted in the worst way tp just snuggle w/ my little guy!!
I know why I had the dream...I was over at a friend's house and her mom had 7 m/c's and we were discussing them and the comments people made. I don't think dh was in it because I felt very alone, like he never understood my feelings during it all. And the sextuplets...what can I say other than I watched Jon & Kate plus 8 yesterday...
If you read this thank you! I needed to tell someone.
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