That was a really long weekend, wasn't it?
Spill it.
Oct 2008 m/c #1 5 weeks, May 2009 m/c #2 4w5d. BFP 6/23/09 EDD 3/8/10!
You gain strength, courage and confidence by every experience in which you stop to look fear in the face. -Eleanor Roosevelt
After 1 year of TTC#2 BFP May 2011 m/c #3 4w2d. Off to RE.
Round 1: Femara + Ovidrel +TI = BFP! EDD 2/20/12
2IF does not always equal 3IF...Surprise!
Re: ~*Own Up Monday*~ Confessions
~ DH & I were supposed to take advantage of the rain on Saturday and clean the heck out of our house. Well, we decided to get really drunk together Friday night, rendering us both useless. Saturday we just bummed around the house and did NOTHING. I don't feel the slightest bit guilty.
~One of my dear friends is leaving the place we work on Friday. It really makes me want to leave too. Unfortunately, I am the type that needs something else lined up first. I wish I had the guts/means to just up and quit.
~I changed my cycle info because I'm pretty sure AF is here and that made me mad plus the crap from the weekend with the inlaws left work after only being there for an hour. To come home and wallow....
+ I fear posting on other boards even if I have a legitimate question that would be appropriate there.
+ I should work on a freelance project on my lunch break, but it's so nice out that I really want to walk the dog and sit outside and work on my tan.
I pee'd on a $tree test (the last one I had in my house) at 10 DPO. I swore I saw "something" but it was like I was imagining "something" so I peed on a walgreens cheapie at 11 DPO and again thought I saw "something". I then proceeded to go shopping and bought a FRER and re-POAS and saw nothing AT ALL. I somehow managed to convince myself it was too early and I needed FMU so I POAS this morning and got nothing.
Why am I so stupid? I know there isn't going to be anything there. I know there wasn't really a line there the other day. I think just made myself believe there was one there. And I know better than to use those cheap Walgreens tests. If you pee too much on them they start to look funny and weird lines might "appear" ugh.
You gain strength, courage and confidence by every experience in which you stop to look fear in the face. -Eleanor Roosevelt
After 1 year of TTC#2 BFP May 2011 m/c #3 4w2d. Off to RE.
Round 1: Femara + Ovidrel +TI = BFP! EDD 2/20/12
2IF does not always equal 3IF...Surprise!
~ I have done nothing at work today, and I've got some projects to do before going on vacation. I am wholey unmotivated today.
Summer 2011
+ I am chickensh!t to test. I am afraid that it will be positive and then I will mc 5 days after.
+ I came home from work early, changed into my running clothes and now don't want to go for a run.