Cruz was up and down all night last night and then up for good at 6am. Fortunately dh was nice enough to get up with him and let me sleep since I've been sick and he hasn't been home the past few nights.
I feel like all Cruz did today was cry and me and me yelling at him. I get so mind blowingly frusterated with him just whining at me and no way to know really what is wrong or what he wants! I must have made 6 or 7 different things trying to get him to eat but instead all he would really have other than a couple bites of mac and cheese and a few pretzels was milk!
I feel like such a failure losing my cool with a not even 2 year old and I'm losing it with dh too. I just want to go to sleep and forget today ever happened!

Brothers!
Re: ugh I'm feeling like a bad mom today...
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Sleep deprivation makes you into a different person, often a person you don't want to be. Try to get some rest!
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THIS!
Totally! No one is perfect especially when you haven't gotten any sleep. And you are sick on top of it. Hang in there, things will get better. ::HUGS::
we all have days like that. Just give him extra cuddles and tell him you're sorry you were in a bad mood. I think moms apologizing to their kids goes a long way in helping them understand that everyone has a bad day and that everyone can mess up....
When I'm tired and Ben's whiney, the whining dirves me over the edge! So I feel you. I hope things are better today.