My EDD is also June 20. Hopefully I will be testing that day too. I am feeling the same way you do. I feel I will be more sad if it is a BFN! I have been using OPKs this cycle (my first) and have had no line darker than the coverline, but my next AF is due June 21. Today my OPK was almost nothing. It was gradually getting darker and then lighter-so I am just hoping i missed the major surge. I don't know.
Anyway, best of luck to you!!! Let's hope for BFP on 6-20!
Re: Mrs. Farmer
I haven't used opk's so I can't help you there, but it is nice to know I won't be alone on the 20th!! Best of luck to you as well and I hope we both have good news to share on Fathers Day!!