I really need to get this out. (EDD today)

phillyandashley

I'm sorry if this is considered a drive-by, I lurk all the time and have posted before. Lately I have nothing to say, but as of one hour and 10 minutes ago, it's Chloe's first EDD. I already freaked out and started an argument with DH yesterday. I had a really bad, almost hysterical, crying fit in the bath last night. It's just so hard to think that in retrospect, she would be in my arms. I hate it that I'm TRYING to get pregnant when instead I should be pregnant or even have a daughter. I'm so miserable and depressed. How am I supposed to get through the day? What about her other EDD? That's right around the end of my 2ww. It's like the universe is taunting me. Ugh, sorry for the rant, but thanks for listening.

waitingforbaby#2

I'm so sorry    ((big huge hugs))

lunatwo

First of all, this doesn't even possibly even come close to resembling a drive-by anything so please do not even think about that.

Secondly, I am so sorry you are struggling with your EDD.  I went through both of mine already and I know it sucks.  Do what you have to do to get through.  In the meantime (((HUGS))) to you.

sweetsarahsmiley

***Lots of Hugs***

I_coach_basketball

I just had my edd on Sat, so I understand your pain and frustration.  I wish you a better day and week ahead.  Im sorry for your loss.

 

alwyzbsy

(((hugs))) My EDD was in February, I tried to keep busy so that I could avoid thinking about it.  I did write a journal entry in my barely started pregnancy journal to my lost baby.  I hope that your day and week improves, we are here for you.

carasizemore

I'm so sorry.  ((hugs))

Ruby_Tuesday

This is not a drive by!

EDD are hard.  Sending you lots of hugs and good thoughts.  You just have to do what ever you need to do to get through the day.

MelT79

I am so sorry that today is so rough.  Try to take care of yourself and Big Hugs!

texas77

ok a drive by is when someone posts a bfp when we don't even know them.  so no worries there.  i'm sorry that you are having a hard time.  edd suck the big one!   i hope you feel better.  be kind to yourself right now. 

JenyM

I'm so sorry :-( hugs

PS- this is not a drive by. This board is for support and that's what you need. Those are reserved for people who never/rarely post here and announce their bfp.

PurpleK26

Are you kidding me... you post on here all the time... so not a drive by.

I'm so sorry that you're having a rough day. I think that baths, wine and chocolate are in order for a few days. Whatever you want to do over the next few days is ok and understandable... even calling in sick to work.

Hugs

Mia07

I'm so sorry, and don't feel bad about the melt downs.  It's good to get all of those emotions out sometimes.

((BIG HUGS))

KateAndMark

I'm sorry. BIG HUG!!!!

mirlynn324

Sometimes it is good to cry hysterically and get it out. Do what you need to do to take care of yourself. ((hugs))