Parenting after a Loss

**Early Saturday Confessions***

Re: **Early Saturday Confessions***

  • * I'm obsessed with buying dd toys.

    * I still haven't changed my name on my ss card to my married name. Maybe some part of me is subconsciously holding onto my old name.

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  • *my house is a mess- I need to clean.

    *Emma is napping and instead I'm nesting lol

    *I'm going to BRU instead this afternoon lol :)

     *I wish my hair would stop "shedding"

     

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  • *I was really sick (throwing up) during the night for a bit...I think it was because my heartburn was so bad. Wondering if it means I will do into labor. At this point I want to just make it as scheduled on Tuesday.

    **I think I am pretty ready to go. I need to add some last minute things to my hospital bag and do some basic cleaning and changing sheets...then I am set.

    ***The above confessions are so exciting yet very scary.

    ****DH is annoying me a bit. He worked last night and then went to have a couple beers with the guys. He is still sleeping and I am up with DS. I can't sleep anyway but somehow he always gets more time to himself than me and I am hormonal and it is annoying me today.

    *****I am going to lay in bed later and catch up on 90210. I made an appt for a facial, manicure and pedicure tomorrow. I am making time for myself.

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    * I keep calling the baby by the cat's name and the cat by the baby's name.
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    * I keep calling the baby by the cat's name and the cat by the baby's name.

    We do this all the time. Our cats name is Ella.. which we didn't really think was THAT close to Eve.. but apparently it is..

    Melissa & Jeff 5-27-06
    m/c 1/2/08 and 3/12/08
    Eve Amelia- Born 2/24/09. 6lb 9.9oz
    Natalie Ruth - Born 6/13/11 7lb 6.6oz
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  • *  Somehow I hurt my knee last night and it hurts so bad!  I was limping around Home Depot this morning - It was pathetic. 

     *  All this disorganization  in my house is driving me insane.  Nothing is ever clean and even if I do manage to clean, it only manages to stay that way for 10 minutes.

    * I think we are going to have to nap train DD but I think it will be futile b/c the daycare lady with fvck it up.

    * I dislike my daycare provider. 

  • ** I just realized that I could care less about what happens at work now (politics, moving up, etc)... I just got a call from my boss telling me she was moving me to another co-worker's desk when I get back so I can help customers and whatnot and I think she thought I'd be upset. I'm not... I just want to get my work done and get home to my LO

    ** I am secretly afraid that DH will have no problems whatsoever when he watches DS all day for a whole month and will wonder why some days I was so exhausted when he got home from work while I was at home all day

    ** MIL is watching DS one day a week when DH goes back to work... I really don't want DS to go to her house all day, I'd rather she comes to our house. I know she's doing us the favor but I am afraid he won't nap as well and won't feel as secure :(

    ** I'm really starting to panic about not being the sole person to take care of DS full time... I love my baby and don't want to leave him with ANYONE else for longer than an hour or two. 

    Married 6-30-07, BFP 9-1-07, M/C & D&C 10-5-07, BFP #2 6-20-08, BFP #3 3-28-2010 Mommy to Ethan born 2-22-09 7lbs 13.5oz & 21" long SAL Buddy to March04b2b imageFamily Blog|Food Blog
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