* DH wore dd in the bjorn today for the 1st time. I was a little annoyed at how easily I could be replaced. When we got home she wanted no part of him. She only wanted to play with me or alone. I felt better. I'm insane.?
* I wish the GI dr from today could be dd's regular pedi. Not that I don't like dd's pedi, I just liked this guy more.
* I don't think my nieces are pretty girls. That's horrible of me and I would never say that anywhere but here. But it's true. I hope they blossom or it's gonna be a long few years for everyone.
* My mil has a sense of entitlement that I find truly annoying. I can't understand why people give into her nonsense, but they do.
* Gmil expected to receive a hallmark photo card for mother's day because mil got one. Now I know where mil gets her sense of entitlement.
* I'm excited to be meeting confused in a few weeks!!! I hope summerbride can join us. ?
*My DH has had a cold for the past 5 days and hasn't been able to help with DS since Sunday and it sucks. ?I feel like a single Mom. ?I'm freaking exhausted. ?He can't even hold the baby so I'm doing everything. ?I can't even workout so I'm a raging biitch. I know it's not his fault but I'm pissed.?
*Because he is sick we had to cancel our climbing weekend at Joshua Tree with all our friends. ?It blows.?
*Because of this... Mother's Day is gonna blow.
*I hate my hair. ?It's so boring.
*I'm getting anxious about my MIL coming to stay with us for a few months. ?It might be nice but then again, it might be weird. ?We have a small house.
*I pray to God we get into the daycare I want in September. ?We've been on the waiting list for over a year. ?
*My baby is just now starting to be really responsive and fun - smiling and cooing. ?I love it. ?I go back to work in a month
*What in the hell am I going to wear when I go back to work? ?Nothing fits. ?This sucks. ??
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DH said he is confused about mothers day gifts. He does not know what to get me (I already got a f-day gift for him otherwise we wouldn't do gifts). I told him I will just go buy something and he can pay me back! lol
I HATE my coworker. She is a slacker and didn't do important things while I was on leave...now I have to go back months and do the work....ugh I wish she would get fired. I need a new job soon!!
My mom is watching DS tomorrow- I am nervous and hope it goes well.
I have zero money and need to buy a baby shower gift. I might regift a duplicate toy I got but never opened!
I am sick of pumping- but I like how it gets me away at work and I can relax!
* I was close to dh's work so I stopped by with DS, we were the much longer than I wanted and planned. We got home just as ds should be doing his pm routine. DS was a mess b/c he didn't eat or nap properly. DH didn't bother to say thanks for bringing him by, this pissed me off.
* the outfit ds was going to wear to get his pictures taken in tomorrow is too small and he was too cranky to see if the new ones I bought today fit. He'll never get his picture done
* you would think I was pg the amount of food I have been shoveling in!
*I was planning on getting out my spring/summer clothes today but didn't get to it. I cleaned the bathroom instead. That turned out to be a good thing because 3 people ended up coming over for dinner.
* I have a little ifection on my toe and I'm worried its staf - buit not enough to take my polish off.
*DH's friend from Toronto is over & they are talking dork. I was sitting in the living room nursing and they came in. I covered DD & me with a blanket but she was fussy. So I got up to go upstairs and DH asked me where I was going and his response to my explaination was "No worries."! Like I was being rude by taking a crying baby out of the room!!!
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I thought DH was going to get me a jogger for Mother's Day. I have been talking about this since Austin was born (since he'll be close to 6 mos). I no longer think this is going to happen. He hasn't gone to the next town to get it and I KNOW he didn't order it.
I am going to have my feelings hurt if he doesn't do anything for me. I am embarrassed that I care so much.
I have throwing DH a graduation party on Sat with about 20 of his family members from both sides of his divorced family. Now, there is a 40% chance of rain. We like in a small duplex. We are skrewed if it rains!
-Pg brain has set it. I was washing dishes and making dinner(mac and cheese) and completely forgot about it and couldnt figure out what smelled like it was burning,it was just because the coil was so hot not that I actually burned the mac and cheese.
- I am starving since eating dinner and told my h that he needed to bring home a choc chip ice cream cookie thing and rootbeer. I dont know if that will cure my hunger but thats what I want.
I am seriously lonely and friendless. None of my friends make any effort to reach out to me at all. I can't remember the last time I hung out with someone that wasn't family. I hate that DHs friends come over and call him. I'm starting to resent it. I have shiit friends.
I love my DD but I can't believe that at 22, this is my life. This is not the way I wanted things to go. All of my friends are out partying and having fun while I spend 45 minutes every night trying to get my daughter to sleep before crashing into my own bed and getting a measly 4-5 hours before working 9 hours. later, rinse, repeat.
Re: ***Thursday Confessions***
* DH wore dd in the bjorn today for the 1st time. I was a little annoyed at how easily I could be replaced. When we got home she wanted no part of him. She only wanted to play with me or alone. I felt better. I'm insane.?
* I wish the GI dr from today could be dd's regular pedi. Not that I don't like dd's pedi, I just liked this guy more.
* I don't think my nieces are pretty girls. That's horrible of me and I would never say that anywhere but here. But it's true. I hope they blossom or it's gonna be a long few years for everyone.
* My mil has a sense of entitlement that I find truly annoying. I can't understand why people give into her nonsense, but they do.
* Gmil expected to receive a hallmark photo card for mother's day because mil got one. Now I know where mil gets her sense of entitlement.
* I'm excited to be meeting confused in a few weeks!!! I hope summerbride can join us. ?
* I chopped my hair today. Don't love it yet.?
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*My DH has had a cold for the past 5 days and hasn't been able to help with DS since Sunday and it sucks. ?I feel like a single Mom. ?I'm freaking exhausted. ?He can't even hold the baby so I'm doing everything. ?I can't even workout so I'm a raging biitch. I know it's not his fault but I'm pissed.?
*Because he is sick we had to cancel our climbing weekend at Joshua Tree with all our friends. ?It blows.?
*Because of this... Mother's Day is gonna blow.
*I hate my hair. ?It's so boring.
*I'm getting anxious about my MIL coming to stay with us for a few months. ?It might be nice but then again, it might be weird. ?We have a small house.
*I pray to God we get into the daycare I want in September. ?We've been on the waiting list for over a year. ?
*My baby is just now starting to be really responsive and fun - smiling and cooing. ?I love it. ?I go back to work in a month
*What in the hell am I going to wear when I go back to work? ?Nothing fits. ?This sucks. ??
Here it is - about 7 inches shorter:?
DH said he is confused about mothers day gifts. He does not know what to get me (I already got a f-day gift for him otherwise we wouldn't do gifts). I told him I will just go buy something and he can pay me back! lol
I HATE my coworker. She is a slacker and didn't do important things while I was on leave...now I have to go back months and do the work....ugh I wish she would get fired. I need a new job soon!!
My mom is watching DS tomorrow- I am nervous and hope it goes well.
I have zero money and need to buy a baby shower gift. I might regift a duplicate toy I got but never opened!
I am sick of pumping- but I like how it gets me away at work and I can relax!
* I was close to dh's work so I stopped by with DS, we were the much longer than I wanted and planned. We got home just as ds should be doing his pm routine. DS was a mess b/c he didn't eat or nap properly. DH didn't bother to say thanks for bringing him by, this pissed me off.
* the outfit ds was going to wear to get his pictures taken in tomorrow is too small and he was too cranky to see if the new ones I bought today fit. He'll never get his picture done
* you would think I was pg the amount of food I have been shoveling in!
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CUTE!!! Looks healthy too! ?
*I was planning on getting out my spring/summer clothes today but didn't get to it. I cleaned the bathroom instead. That turned out to be a good thing because 3 people ended up coming over for dinner.
* I have a little ifection on my toe and I'm worried its staf - buit not enough to take my polish off.
*DH's friend from Toronto is over & they are talking dork. I was sitting in the living room nursing and they came in. I covered DD & me with a blanket but she was fussy. So I got up to go upstairs and DH asked me where I was going and his response to my explaination was "No worries."! Like I was being rude by taking a crying baby out of the room!!!
I thought DH was going to get me a jogger for Mother's Day. I have been talking about this since Austin was born (since he'll be close to 6 mos). I no longer think this is going to happen. He hasn't gone to the next town to get it and I KNOW he didn't order it.
I am going to have my feelings hurt if he doesn't do anything for me. I am embarrassed that I care so much.
I have throwing DH a graduation party on Sat with about 20 of his family members from both sides of his divorced family. Now, there is a 40% chance of rain. We like in a small duplex. We are skrewed if it rains!
I've been crop dusting all day. And they are smelly. I really hope my students don't know its me!
That is so gross!
-Pg brain has set it. I was washing dishes and making dinner(mac and cheese) and completely forgot about it and couldnt figure out what smelled like it was burning,it was just because the coil was so hot not that I actually burned the mac and cheese.
- I am starving since eating dinner and told my h that he needed to bring home a choc chip ice cream cookie thing and rootbeer. I dont know if that will cure my hunger but thats what I want.
- I got a new to me van and I love it.
I am seriously lonely and friendless. None of my friends make any effort to reach out to me at all. I can't remember the last time I hung out with someone that wasn't family. I hate that DHs friends come over and call him. I'm starting to resent it. I have shiit friends.
I love my DD but I can't believe that at 22, this is my life. This is not the way I wanted things to go. All of my friends are out partying and having fun while I spend 45 minutes every night trying to get my daughter to sleep before crashing into my own bed and getting a measly 4-5 hours before working 9 hours. later, rinse, repeat.
definetely no more kids for us.
2 beautiful children
proud mommy!