I want to go home ... but I don't

belle204

We've been at my sister's for a week and I'm still angry and hurt but not as much. I've only talked to my mom when she's called to talk to A. I can't stay with my sister forever (also don't want to get her in trouble with her apt. mgt), I miss my things and A keeps asking to go home. I don't know how much longer to put it off and I'm not feeling very optimistic the past couple of days. It sucks b/c everytime I think I'm all strong and can deal with anything I revert back and just want to go hide in a corner or under the covers. I was up until 4 a.m. applying for jobs *trying* to get a hit on something.

I wish it weren't so damn muddy so we could go to the park. I need to get out of here. I'm thinking we'll go roam the toy store for a bit. Fun.

Kelly Madonna

Take A out, to the toy store, library, whatever. Sounds like you need to get out. P.S. You are bound to feel overwhelmed today if you were up till 4am. Cut yourself a break.

femmegem

(((((((((hugs))))))))))

belle204

I know, Newly. I hate being a crappypants though.

How's that for timing? Someone called to schedule a phone interview right after I posted this. It's not a position I'm thrilled about b/c it's a call center again but it's a job and money and I can't be picky. Plus, several people from my last job went over there after we closed.